I really need to surround myself with people who have my back. I really haven't had a relationship where the other person has stood up for me. My last ex talked trash about me would support everyone who was against me and would ditch me when we went out. I'm isolated right now. Alone. Moving forward. Not letting go.
I left SG in 17 and my life, now, is not anything like it was. Business failed, lost house, returned to my ex, broke with my ex, and well I finally decided to transition. I'll finally be working on myself and working on being mentally healthy.
I'm dragging my feet. Having plans, predictions of what is in store for me has always kept me safe. Now I've jumped into a pool I have no idea how deep it is. I'm at a high right now but, my depression, always finds a way to bring me to a crippling halt. How do I prepare for it? How do I keep from crashing...
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A few weeks ago I ended an 11 year relationship. I know I need time alone but how do I do that? Finding myself again, with three kids, is going to be rough. It's already working out that I will be taking care of them, mostly, by myself. I've been in this relationship soo long that I really have no one to talk to or...
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Everyone in the house has been having nightmares. So I burnt some sage to cleanse the house. I love the smell.
I had my first episode of sleep paralysis this year and it was one of the worst. The feeling of being held down and having a fist jammed in your mouth is one of the scariest ones I've ever had. I fought it. I...
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TThis last winter was one of the most gruelling times of my life (and I've been homeless). It's true. The more you have... The more you have to lose. I made it! I thought I was about to lose my fledgling business but it has blown up. This summer looks promising. I can't wait to kill it.
