There were three girls who made me sad yesterday. They said I will never make real friends on Suicide Girls and one of them is a cam girl and she said we are all just money to girls who do what she does. And she said I am delusional and that I need to stop giving girls all my money. It made me very sad about the idea that many girls like our money but hate us as people. Like people who work in customer service at a retail store she said. I say I am different and they would not let me be any different then their idea of how men think. They were in the USA. My understanding is that there are too many ways to be human and every country has different cultural psychology. Brazilian girls are the best. π₯°ππ₯°ππ₯°
I like everyone. But the people I objectify are my enemies who just donβt know I enjoy them like a toy to be played with. Anyone who is around me who is very difficult and does not think of me as a friend (this is very bad advise that you can apply to any people who frustrate you) what I do is I trust them to be consistent to their ways and treat them like a toy or a puzzle game, thinking about what I can do to make them do and say what pleases me and also other things that give me pleasure. I feel bad because this is consistent to my psychology so I often explain a lot of things with complete transparency with people who already are my friends or new people who I want to like me who I already expect would like me as a person. π»π¦π