I have some kind of intense sleeping condition or symptom maybe from my schizophrenia or my medication or my shamanism where somedays I sleep much longer. The longest I ever slept was for about 38 hours. I kind of woke up last night at midnight but I was too sleepy and woke up this after noon after 12. I feel deeply effected today by the ethereal side effects...
When this happens I am very schizophrenic like people had me witched... But because I only think about Suicide Girls... today is the safest I ever felt after this sleep, as my most schizophrenia affected day. I have not had one for two months since I focused my thoughts to care about nude models... This sleep normally had happened to me every 10 to 14 normal days... with six sleeps per week.
This is the safest I ever felt on this witching day... because I used to think I was hearing people being intimidated by me... It was like racism, because I hate the idea that I am scary. But everyone knows nude models are normally the number one Mo$T scary person for basic boys to talk to. So now I feel as same and I can be a normal boy again.
