β οΈπΉπ» The one thing I am most afraid of is responsibility...
And I fear feeling like I need to be responsible for what I write and say to desirable females. It is a lot easier to communicate with alpha females because it is easier to believe I am adorable. πΆπ±π΅
I trust myself a lot like some kind of expert at getting expected results from humans while being irresponsible ...and when my agenda is to be appealing and affectionate for desirable attention and friendships, I try really hard... π ππ And also for honor which is why I explain I know how my submission can be seductive. β€οΈπ¦π―
There are holes in my shorts...
For me with love it is not yet about how much with anyone (apart from my arbitrary ranking for my four bffs)... the way you love someone is predicated on a relational paradigm. My understanding of emotions and human nature make me pretentious on this topic of love... πππΊ
I have been a hearing and channeling a voice saying they donβt know how much I love someone. I have a lot of love now for a lot of ideas of girls I think about... for who girls are... πππππ₯°ππΊπππβ€οΈ Iβm not crazy; being increasingly enamored with ideas, relational paradigms and spirits feels right... ππ, πππ§βοΈπ§βοΈπ§βοΈ
ππ¦π₯° I want to know who thinks I am desirable. βCorazon Sin Caraβ music video- Prince Royce ...If I can I want to be like some sort of reverse vampire boy version of a Suicide Girl... π₯°π₯°π₯° ...and we could say, for gender equality! πππ, ππΊβ€οΈ.
I think it is from Facebook tho because someone tagged me in a post about nine month almost kind of sort of online imaginary girlfriend I had last year up until April... I think of it like she birthed me. Itβs real sexy in a John the Baptist sort of way... π¦ππ
I donβt remember other situations that would have made me tell the possibility that my philosophy is smart AF. πΊπ¦π₯° Thereβs no line at my bedroom door to be one of my fantasy female best friends in preparation for dating someone... π¦ππ¦
Ok, here is me in my underwear... ππ¦π₯°, ππ¦? ππ¦π