My best friends the twins came to visit me today. They were talking about a you tube thing I think they said the game is Just Play and you record yourself playing video games. I think it would be cool to do Just Play in Underwear. Like play Street Fighter and Tekken or something. Seriously try to win, and use sexy distractions to help you. Like if I was a boy Suicide Girl and obeyed all the rules, I think it would be one of my things. ๐๐๐ Jermaine said you could not on You Tube because being in your underwear is "suggestive." Also I met his boyfriend today when they visited. It was so cute and precious. I told them about SG but they refused to talk about why I like this in a video so I could show off that Matt's black. Kind of. Their family adopted me as being black and I think I am more normal because of it. There mom would call me the third twin. Showing off? Yes. But it's like, really cool... ๐๐๐ (my fire tablet does not have just an ordinary red heart emoji... I think either I'm blind or its really weird.)
I know they both think I am cute and kind of a narcissist because they were telling me that they don't think girls would think so. I don't believe them but it is not cute if I talk about how I think I am like the newest age alpha male because girls like when I am transparent in order to get affection. ๐ฐ๐ง and ๐ฏ. Like some kind of ๐๐.
I wanted to add a feminism thing and not post a blog. I believe that humans are primordially like reverse pea cocks. Think about the shapes of our bodies. And the Bible tells the secret as a riddle. After โthe fall of manโ there was not general nakedness anymore. There is a saying that men are more so attracted to what they see and women are more so attracted to what they hear (and women are psychic and intuitive to manโs context.) I am weird because I am like, really smart, and I think SG as so pretty and the nakedness is like, extremely like very very โCuteโ.
Based on my newest evidence, I think I have something like, pre-genesis manโs sweet animalistic psychology. Woman are not supposed to be responsible for sexual morality. It is supposed to be hard to capture manโs eyes and hard to capture womenโs ears.
When I would say things while dancing to pretty girls before the event moved locations, all I had to do was say a simple and honest compliment, and it might be because I am an empath the reason this caused my arousal, whether I was really into girls or not. I had to stop saying sweet words to girls while dancing because I was afraid of getting an erection. But it was educational and helped my confidence.