light is no different than darkness.
i take that back.
when theres too much of either, you cant see, but darkness has never given me a headache.
the absence of anything isnt necessarrily a good or bad thing.
nor is its presence.
im addicted to life but i cant stop dying.
my only desire is the desire not to desire.
simplicity seems to be an impossiblity.
so what does it mean to be a good person?
is not being a bad person godd enough to be a good person? no
i saw an old homeless lady the other day. i wanted to give her money, she wasnt asking for it. she just stood there, looking at everyone as they tried not to let her see them looking at her.
i did the same thing as everyone else. i had $10 on me. i should have given it to her. i bought pizza for myself and 2 friends. in any other situation this would seem pretty nice, but none of us needed it as much as she did. it was weird. as much as i wanted to give her the money, i wanted pizza. but i was also scared to approach her. im not sure why. she looked harmless. this has really been bothering me. i try being noble, but instead i acted like nobility, just ignoring the porblems of those who need attention.
so sometimes doing nothing is as wrong as doing the wrong thiing.
next time ill get it right.
i take that back.
when theres too much of either, you cant see, but darkness has never given me a headache.
the absence of anything isnt necessarrily a good or bad thing.
nor is its presence.
im addicted to life but i cant stop dying.
my only desire is the desire not to desire.
simplicity seems to be an impossiblity.
so what does it mean to be a good person?
is not being a bad person godd enough to be a good person? no
i saw an old homeless lady the other day. i wanted to give her money, she wasnt asking for it. she just stood there, looking at everyone as they tried not to let her see them looking at her.
i did the same thing as everyone else. i had $10 on me. i should have given it to her. i bought pizza for myself and 2 friends. in any other situation this would seem pretty nice, but none of us needed it as much as she did. it was weird. as much as i wanted to give her the money, i wanted pizza. but i was also scared to approach her. im not sure why. she looked harmless. this has really been bothering me. i try being noble, but instead i acted like nobility, just ignoring the porblems of those who need attention.
so sometimes doing nothing is as wrong as doing the wrong thiing.
next time ill get it right.
gitsie:
it isnt owned by gap
animeninjajustin:
yeah man, that whole Gap owning Hot Topic thing is just a rumor; the two have nothing to do with each other.