Ok so I still suck, but I decided to bring my old car out of retirement for a few nights this year.
Ummm in case you are daft Lucy put up her new set, Go check it out it makes my Fants cry because they're so happy.
In other words OMFG!
Im going to open up to my emotional side here ok so dont read if you cant be bothered. Its just melodramatic bullshit.
Even Emo
In other news, My sister has made a comeback from the depths of hell, to rejoin the living, sometimes you think they would be better off dead.
Im an asshole right? You'd hate to have a brother like me? sorry I disagree.
The hell she put my family through for the last oh 12 years, has taken its toll on us all, my mother has had numerous nervous breakdowns, my father even cried (he is emotionally unattached from everything and everyone).
Years and years of al-ateen, al-anon, rehab's, detox's prayers and asswhooping's (thanks mom) Asswhooping's (thanks Dad) a painfull example of what not to do with your life. Ever feel like you've been forgotten? Birthday's, ball games even school cuz you were in minnesota when you should of been home?
My sister has two children "S" and "J" from different fathers
both boys, my only nephews, She handed "S" over to my parents when decided she didnt want to be a mother anymore after two years of having him(two years is probally an exageration more like 1 and a few months)
She gave up her second son after three years and all rights to him two years ago, I havent seen "J" in two years, My parents did get the chance to see him over the holidays once, and are in court right now fighting for that purpose.
Crack, Coke, Booze, Chemical Imbalence, Meth, name your poison shes has been there for a long time.
My sisteris only 4 years older than me. Her skin is now grey, wrinkled, saggy and very unhealthy as afore mentioned.
She was always chubby probally 160-180 lbs when health shes is now about 90 lbs.
So whats my fucking point right?
Im not really sure
Maybe its if you wanna be an addict fuck off and die dont drag everyone thrue your shit.
Maybe its drugs and alcohol can be very fun, but please dont abuse them I'd hate to see someone else I know go thrue this themselves, dont be selfish share your dope, dont get addicted. Live your life love your life, and love those who love you.
I love my sister, May she rest in piece one day, The misery will end for her then and maybe even for us.
I will repost this just for her
A little poem for my sister, by Henry Rollins
Watching your life die
We're all watching your life die
Your hands are wet - your mouth is dry
You shake and sweat - you want to die
Your eyes are hot - your skin is cold
You're so young - but you look so old
Ummm in case you are daft Lucy put up her new set, Go check it out it makes my Fants cry because they're so happy.
In other words OMFG!
Im going to open up to my emotional side here ok so dont read if you cant be bothered. Its just melodramatic bullshit.
Even Emo
In other news, My sister has made a comeback from the depths of hell, to rejoin the living, sometimes you think they would be better off dead.
Im an asshole right? You'd hate to have a brother like me? sorry I disagree.
The hell she put my family through for the last oh 12 years, has taken its toll on us all, my mother has had numerous nervous breakdowns, my father even cried (he is emotionally unattached from everything and everyone).
Years and years of al-ateen, al-anon, rehab's, detox's prayers and asswhooping's (thanks mom) Asswhooping's (thanks Dad) a painfull example of what not to do with your life. Ever feel like you've been forgotten? Birthday's, ball games even school cuz you were in minnesota when you should of been home?
My sister has two children "S" and "J" from different fathers
both boys, my only nephews, She handed "S" over to my parents when decided she didnt want to be a mother anymore after two years of having him(two years is probally an exageration more like 1 and a few months)
She gave up her second son after three years and all rights to him two years ago, I havent seen "J" in two years, My parents did get the chance to see him over the holidays once, and are in court right now fighting for that purpose.
Crack, Coke, Booze, Chemical Imbalence, Meth, name your poison shes has been there for a long time.
My sisteris only 4 years older than me. Her skin is now grey, wrinkled, saggy and very unhealthy as afore mentioned.
She was always chubby probally 160-180 lbs when health shes is now about 90 lbs.
So whats my fucking point right?
Im not really sure
Maybe its if you wanna be an addict fuck off and die dont drag everyone thrue your shit.
Maybe its drugs and alcohol can be very fun, but please dont abuse them I'd hate to see someone else I know go thrue this themselves, dont be selfish share your dope, dont get addicted. Live your life love your life, and love those who love you.
I love my sister, May she rest in piece one day, The misery will end for her then and maybe even for us.
I will repost this just for her
A little poem for my sister, by Henry Rollins
Watching your life die
We're all watching your life die
Your hands are wet - your mouth is dry
You shake and sweat - you want to die
Your eyes are hot - your skin is cold
You're so young - but you look so old
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