god. GOD.
six billion people. BILLION.
Is it too much to ask that there be one remotely similar to me ?
If I was any more different from all other humans I'd have a giant sunflower stickin outa my head.
I have no idea what that means...
why the FUCK are all the choice women married? I answered my own question, I realize that.
Doesn't...
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six billion people. BILLION.
Is it too much to ask that there be one remotely similar to me ?
If I was any more different from all other humans I'd have a giant sunflower stickin outa my head.
I have no idea what that means...
why the FUCK are all the choice women married? I answered my own question, I realize that.
Doesn't...
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4 movies, 15 interactive websites, 3 articles and 2 chapters.
that was my homework.
My brain is swelling.
Other areas of my body wish they might swell as well.
I wonder how mtlqueen is doing? I had just assumed we'd meet and be pals. She seemed like a mighty kool creative associate.
I wonder if I should reach out to more ppl on this site....
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that was my homework.
My brain is swelling.
Other areas of my body wish they might swell as well.
I wonder how mtlqueen is doing? I had just assumed we'd meet and be pals. She seemed like a mighty kool creative associate.
I wonder if I should reach out to more ppl on this site....
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jovanka:
Hey man, Mtlqueen is doing fine. She's enjoying some alone
time and working on jewelry for her studio. She'll be back when
she gets stuff sorted out. Oh and she'll likely be at Bubba
Hotep.
As for reaching out, come on out to the movie night and you'll
meet a whack of interesting people.
GO GET TATTOOED. IT WILL MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD.
MEET THE COOL, GOOD LOOKING TATTOOERS. COME
TO BUBBA HOTEP...are you hynotized yet..is this even
working?
time and working on jewelry for her studio. She'll be back when
she gets stuff sorted out. Oh and she'll likely be at Bubba
Hotep.
As for reaching out, come on out to the movie night and you'll
meet a whack of interesting people.
GO GET TATTOOED. IT WILL MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD.
MEET THE COOL, GOOD LOOKING TATTOOERS. COME
TO BUBBA HOTEP...are you hynotized yet..is this even
working?
stendec:
Thanks for the support man. 
And yeah, I hope you make it out to the film night.
And yeah, I hope you make it out to the film night.
"they don't call them lovers in high school Leland"
well. the anxiety attacks have subsided for the moment.
I'm in a rut. my mind is expanding and my energy is sapped.
I lust for the weekend so I can gorge on weed, wine, relaxation and film. hopefully music and art will follow.
I caught a David Lynch one min short film that was paart of...
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miss_piss:
i had to break
you know how in order to re-structure... the old structure has to be extricated first?
breaking is imperitive...
but i'm twisting right now
i saw luminaire... i can't remember it though... unless it was the collection all shot with the same camera...?
you know how in order to re-structure... the old structure has to be extricated first?
breaking is imperitive...
but i'm twisting right now
i saw luminaire... i can't remember it though... unless it was the collection all shot with the same camera...?
stendec:
"And you gave him the beans you were supposed to use to buy a cow?"
And I'll have to refrain from twisting, lest I rip the fucker right off.
And I'll have to refrain from twisting, lest I rip the fucker right off.
"...the good Dale is in the lodge ..."
deer hunter this weekend I'm in hour 2 of 3:12. my ex, her friend and a new lebonese restaurant on saturday left me well fed and drunk with wine and giggles. my ex has a new beau whom she reall seems to like. she clams up whenever I ask about him. its a sure sign. I'm on...
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deer hunter this weekend I'm in hour 2 of 3:12. my ex, her friend and a new lebonese restaurant on saturday left me well fed and drunk with wine and giggles. my ex has a new beau whom she reall seems to like. she clams up whenever I ask about him. its a sure sign. I'm on...
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stendec:
How the hell did you know that?
stendec:
You are absolutely correct again. You read people (at least in my case) very well. I'm impressed. Are you this spot on with a lot of people?
because ilu. please twist a nipple and think of me.
expand your minds friends. This website has been a regualr haunt of mine since 1997 when I first started surfing the web. It would be wrong of me not to share.
http://www.disinfo.com
a gift: since I have nothing other than complaining to post.
The good me will surface soon. I know it.
expand your minds friends. This website has been a regualr haunt of mine since 1997 when I first started surfing the web. It would be wrong of me not to share.
http://www.disinfo.com
a gift: since I have nothing other than complaining to post.
The good me will surface soon. I know it.
mtlqueen:
What a great site...whenever I feel like learning something I will look there...hopefully it won't happen very often as it makes me sad sometimes to learn more about how corrupt and twisted the world can be. Are you excited to see darkness falls? I never miss horror schlock if it comes to the theatre. You know what I'm totally excited about it the new David Cronenberg film...Spider I think it's called...How is your school going? I'd love to hear about the program from someone on the inside.
I have no time to post either.
I'm so disappointed. I cant even say. I was so excited to meet you all and check that crazy flick. I invited 4ppl. they were all waiting for ME.
All I can say is very very soon another opportunity will emerge and if it doesnt I'll create one.
hope it was fun
yours,
pissy pants swerve.
stendec:
Well, shit happens. But don't worry, we'll get something going.
jovanka:
Pissy Pants-
We've got passes to see the screener of Darkness Falls next week.
One of the writers has to review it. I think its Wednesday...are those the
same passes you've got?
There's always next month's Cinemacabre night..they're always
good so no worries. The Eye isn't readily available but you''ll see it eventually...
just make sure you see it before Tom Cruise's production
company remakes it (that actually IS happening.. I hate hollywood)
We've got passes to see the screener of Darkness Falls next week.
One of the writers has to review it. I think its Wednesday...are those the
same passes you've got?
There's always next month's Cinemacabre night..they're always
good so no worries. The Eye isn't readily available but you''ll see it eventually...
just make sure you see it before Tom Cruise's production
company remakes it (that actually IS happening.. I hate hollywood)
well. I'm FUCKED.
so so fucked. I'll spare you my crying. will try so so hard to come out tomorrow.
ihatemybrain.
twist a nipple.
so so fucked. I'll spare you my crying. will try so so hard to come out tomorrow.
ihatemybrain.
twist a nipple.
twwly:
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stendec:
What? What happened?
Today I am pondering. Puzzeling. Contemplating. And cold.
I found the exact kind of person I know in my soul I've been looking for. I didnt think she could exist. She does. Focked as it is I found her here.
I killed my mouse companion. I was reminded of the health/sanitary issues and had to let the little guy go off to mouse heaven. You...
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I found the exact kind of person I know in my soul I've been looking for. I didnt think she could exist. She does. Focked as it is I found her here.
I killed my mouse companion. I was reminded of the health/sanitary issues and had to let the little guy go off to mouse heaven. You...
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hellkitten:
Okay, I've twisted a nipple and thought of you... now who's the girl?
mtlqueen:
That was a great post in my journal... I think we will get along just fiiiiiiiiiine. Are you going to see the eye at the Rue Morgue night? I've seen it already a bunch of times because we ordered the DVD a while back, but I love going to the RM nights. I get to smoke and watch a movie at the SAME TIME. Heh, small luxuries.
watched contact tonight. I still think its a fantastic movie. everytime I re-watch it tho I become troubled. Jodi Foster's performance at certain points can only be described as "grating". As in thats a cheese grater you're violently rubbing against my temple Miss Foster...
I drove to london to get a hiarcut. I picked up some goods at my friend's in the pre-move chaos. I...
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hellkitten:
Thanks for the support, it means a great deal +o)
jovanka:
YAAAAY!! You got it! I may have to post a pic of me and him from one of the cons, he's a total sweetie. I'll pass the message onto the husboo...
ugh. Sum of all fears was last night's escape. I like Tom Clancy. Ben affleck is the worst actor alive. The movie served it's purpose of distracting me.
I tried to watch the 4th installment of the omen series. I had to shut it off after the first 15 mins. The score was probably done by 3rd grade, tone-deaf, monkeys with violins. The acting was...
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I tried to watch the 4th installment of the omen series. I had to shut it off after the first 15 mins. The score was probably done by 3rd grade, tone-deaf, monkeys with violins. The acting was...
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jovanka:
TOTALLY. Ben Affleck needs to have all of those tiny ugly teeth of his bashed in with a meat tenderizer. Btw I added you to my AIM..
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addendum: thanks for making me laugh here at work at your comment in my journal.
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addendum: thanks for making me laugh here at work at your comment in my journal.
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hellkitten:
You've got me pegged perfectly. I'm a huge animal lover. I want to be 'that crazy old cat lady up on the hill' with my 50 cats and 20 dogs and unknown amounts of other little critters. +o)
Due to me being in TO everynight of the week beginning the 14th I decided to not get cable for the 6months I'm in school.
Tonights cable replacement was Mulholland Drive on dvd. This wasnt a rental. I own this baby. It's part of my Lynch collection. When I saw the suicide scene in the theatre I got chills up my spine that lasted a...
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Tonights cable replacement was Mulholland Drive on dvd. This wasnt a rental. I own this baby. It's part of my Lynch collection. When I saw the suicide scene in the theatre I got chills up my spine that lasted a...
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mtlqueen:
No, that's my friend Stephen's project called l'ombre, on Ant Zen records...he's so talented and beautiful, it really comes out in his music. I just use the song to describe myself metaphorically...only one person in particular shares the details of my personal/musical landscape...don't you love when people really "get" you?
Ahhhhh....
Ahhhhh....
jovanka:
MMMmmm..thanks so much for the nice long post. I appreciate you taking the time to make me feel more normal. Isn't it fucked that we can't look to our families for that, but strangers pull through for us. I do feel better knowing there are other people struggling with the same large generation gap as me. This subject comes up over and over for me because my dad is a control freak and reminds me all of the time how embarassing I am to the family because of my appearance. Nice.
I mean - WHEN did you start school?
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I mean - WHEN did you start school?
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Rented "Signs" on dvd for tonight. I loved that flick. I love aliens. I even have one tattooed to mny forearm. When I was 23 I had over 35shirts decorated with an alien representation in one form or another.
I wept openly both times I went to see the movie "Contact" in the theater.
Tonight as my body continues to rest and fight the alien...
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I wept openly both times I went to see the movie "Contact" in the theater.
Tonight as my body continues to rest and fight the alien...
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hellkitten:
hello? pardon me? christopher walken? i love that guy! i'm going to have to rent that +o) Signs I'm going straight out and buying, though. Scared the crap outta me in the theatre. Even my friend Criag jumped - heh that, of course, made me laugh.
stendec:
Yeah, the hook up flopped. Maybe next time. And I read about those guys somewhere, I wish them luck.
Btw, thanks.
Btw, thanks.
hehehe! i'm being silly! what i wanted to tell you was that she's out there. you'll find her.