I'm a cold undead working machine.
Work, sleep, work, eat, slep, work.....
Just no time to think, no time to feel the pain.
Work, sleep, work, eat, slep, work.....
Just no time to think, no time to feel the pain.
Still NO comments to my prvius post. 
But I have to get this off my chest:
I lost my bet friend!
But I have to get this off my chest:
I lost my bet friend!
My weekend:
Friday: Meeting with my old RPG-buddies directly after work. It was nice to see them all again, with some it had been a while. I even got a belated birthday-present from them; a bottle of the finest Scotch whisky (15 year old Bowmore Mariner) and a nice matching pewter bottle.
Saturday: Danielas birthday-party. Daniela made some lovely and very tasty munchies and we...
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Friday: Meeting with my old RPG-buddies directly after work. It was nice to see them all again, with some it had been a while. I even got a belated birthday-present from them; a bottle of the finest Scotch whisky (15 year old Bowmore Mariner) and a nice matching pewter bottle.
Saturday: Danielas birthday-party. Daniela made some lovely and very tasty munchies and we...
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So, I sent my "friends" away. Didn't even say goodbye. 
Today I broke my glasses. I had to fall back upon my old ones. They gave me a bad headache as the left lens has a much too strong refraction. The good end to a very stressfull day: tomorrow I will get new glasses (with my old lenses though).
Not much else to tell. All...
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Today I broke my glasses. I had to fall back upon my old ones. They gave me a bad headache as the left lens has a much too strong refraction.
The good end to a very stressfull day: tomorrow I will get new glasses (with my old lenses though).
Not much else to tell. All...
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bombshellbetty:
Oh my. Purpose. That's a good one. Seems kinda like the chicken or the egg, though, doesn't it? You know what you really want and you've got your purpose, right?
sakita:
so glad that you had such a good time!!!
HOw is everything going?
havent talked to you in quite a long while!
hope all is super duper!
take care sweetie
and im dying my hair today
PURPLE AS PURPLE CAN BE!!!
HOw is everything going?
havent talked to you in quite a long while!
hope all is super duper!
take care sweetie
and im dying my hair today
PURPLE AS PURPLE CAN BE!!!
Today I'm being visited by two old friends of mine: sorrow and despair. They came totally uninvited; when I woke up this morning, they were already there. I hope they don't stay so long...
swen
swen
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bombshellbetty:
I'm not asking _you_ for money, sweetheart, just the universe in general. Thanks for the good wishes, though.
sakita:
how is things?
how was your visit?
how is the job?
how are you?
im sucky
things are sucky
no visits to speak of
school is sucky
i is still sucky
how was your visit?
how is the job?
how are you?
im sucky
things are sucky
no visits to speak of
school is sucky
i is still sucky
Too much work to even think about a serious update. I had a great weekend, halloween (see my pics) was great (though I drank too much).
Work is very stressfull these days and 11h a day is much too long for me. I need a break! Well, I probably have to get through it. 14 months till I can finally move on to the next...
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Work is very stressfull these days and 11h a day is much too long for me. I need a break! Well, I probably have to get through it. 14 months till I can finally move on to the next...
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bombshellbetty:
Haven't been around much lately. Just wanted to say hi. *smooch*
trinityy:
i was down to 2 a day now i am not
but i have only had three today i don't know if its b/c i sleep most the day or just b/c i wantto quit =/
hehe
trya nd relax don't stress out too much over work!
much love
trin
xoxo
but i have only had three today i don't know if its b/c i sleep most the day or just b/c i wantto quit =/
hehe
trya nd relax don't stress out too much over work!
much love
trin
xoxo
Today just this:
Life is GOOD!
Much love and peace and happieness,
swen
Life is GOOD!
Much love and peace and happieness,
swen
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alisa:
keep up the good work.
long time no post i know but ask ellie i've been even too busy to keep up with her as much as i want. but i'm glad to come over here and read that. and itwas just written yesterday.
what's your plans for halloween?
if you don't mind me asking.
talk to you later
xxx
long time no post i know but ask ellie i've been even too busy to keep up with her as much as i want. but i'm glad to come over here and read that. and itwas just written yesterday.
what's your plans for halloween?
if you don't mind me asking.
talk to you later
xxx
sakita:
yay!
finally!
i like hearing that life is good!
my life is crap...study study study
i failed my second test by .5 points
.5 fricking points you think they would help me out there.
much love!!!!
finally!
i like hearing that life is good!
my life is crap...study study study
i failed my second test by .5 points
.5 fricking points you think they would help me out there.
much love!!!!
So, I'm kind of semi-back. I probably won't be able to read and comment on journals as much as I'd love to. I'm very stressed and busy with my new "job". It's just three days now but I hate it already! I'll never be a surgeon, I swear! 
Well, all other issues and problems once again stand back behind this new nuisance. So I'm just...
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Well, all other issues and problems once again stand back behind this new nuisance. So I'm just...
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trinityy:
love you babe, like i always say, i am here for you no matter what...
much love
trin
xoxo
much love
trin
xoxo
sakita:
wow i have missed so much!
you started a job?
i feel out in the cold, because i havent been on line at all recently...school...you know.
well i miss ya and your journals... and you know just like trinity im here for ya too if you need it.
take care sweetie!
you started a job?
i feel out in the cold, because i havent been on line at all recently...school...you know.
well i miss ya and your journals... and you know just like trinity im here for ya too if you need it.
take care sweetie!
Sorry everyone for not commenting lately. Im awfully busy. So much good and very confusing has happened. I feel like I need to take a long break (like some weeks or so) and contemplate about what all this means. I need to update my self-image. What I feel and do does not fit the old one anymore. I feel so weird. Its like I live...
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chimpsky:
Do what you have to do. We'll eagerly await your return.
sakita:
completely understand.
will be waiting here with open arms awaiting your return
will miss ya of course but still
gotta grow and live and be happy
much love
will be waiting here with open arms awaiting your return
will miss ya of course but still
gotta grow and live and be happy
much love
In consideration of a certain, quite personal anniversary, only a very short update:
Today is my birthday!!!
All about this and some hot news on the events of last weekend will be presented soon on this program.
Stay tuned!
swen
Today is my birthday!!!
All about this and some hot news on the events of last weekend will be presented soon on this program.
Stay tuned!
swen
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deadish:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Im so sorry its late but 'mwah!' cake day kiss! have a monkey . I put a couple of new pics up btw. Hope u had a good day
have a monkey . I put a couple of new pics up btw. Hope u had a good day
sakita:
OH MY GOD!!!
IM SO SORRY I MISSED IT
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.
im gonna go cry that i missed my friends bday.
but i hope you had a great day!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
GRATTIS P EFTERSKOTT.
(happy birthday belated.)
ohhhhhhhhhhh
there i think that shows how i feel.
IM SO SORRY I MISSED IT
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.
im gonna go cry that i missed my friends bday.
but i hope you had a great day!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
GRATTIS P EFTERSKOTT.
(happy birthday belated.)
ohhhhhhhhhhh
there i think that shows how i feel.