Sunday Feb 01, 2004

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Komm schlie die Augen, glaube mir
Wir werden fliegen bers Meer
Ich bin nach deiner Liebe so krank
Die sich an meinem Blut betrank

from: In Extremo Vollmond
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alisa:
go here please
sakita:
ok how are you today?
i went to the dr. i dont have a bacteria in my eye
but a virus
a nasty shameful idiotic virus.
i have herpatic simplex eye disease.
and i have had several outbreaks apparently and never noticed it until now.
and my cornea is swollen and looks horrible
and is terribly scarred.
and the doctor cant comment on my eye sight, but notices a huge discrepancy between now and a year ago when i got my eyes tested. looks like about a month or two of regular eye exams. fun......
i know i did nothing to get it, and i know that loads of people carry that virus but still i feel disgusting saying
oh yeah i have eye herpes.
tongue
im just really dizzy and have a horrible headache because the muscles in my eye are working overtime


but on a different note... perhaps burning the eye out would be the right answer!!!

i hope you are feeling better.

manys hugs!

Thursday Jan 29, 2004

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whatever
nixxx:
You ok?

=x=
sakita:
yeah?

i feel like that too.

take care.

Saturday Jan 17, 2004

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Consider yourself lucky. You've never met me in person.

I must be soooooo disgusting. blackeyed
nixxx:
Awww blush blush blush blush You're so cute! And I'd love to meet you in person! I'd make you a bondage teddy if I did biggrin hehe

=x=

Wednesday Jan 14, 2004

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Uhff!

Just coming home from a 34h-shift at the transplant-unit, including 12h of "bloody hands" (5 different surgeries) and just a little more than 3h of sleep. robot

I feel a bit exhausted but not a bit sleepy. I think I'll call a friend who invited me to try some new wines he bought. And I'll take tomorrow off. I'm going to sleep till noon and...
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nixxx:
34hr sleep??? eeek FUCK thats madness!!

=x=

Thursday Jan 08, 2004

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Those lyrics were part of a song that makes me feel most deeply these days. (Loreena McKennitt: Dante's Payer) Singing those lines and looking into the eyes of a beautiful woman is what I'd call a perfect moment.

I got this weekend off. I have many plans but don't know if anyone will spend it with me to make those plans reality.

I'm a bit...
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papawheelie:
yo, the pictures are amazing but they don't do justice to bombshellbetty's actual legs
bombshellbetty:
*blush*

Maybe I'll post more soon, you're so persuasive...

Monday Jan 05, 2004

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Cast your eyes on the ocean
Cast your soul to the sea
When the dark night seems endless
please remember me
sakita:
hi !
love the pic change
and what are those chilling lyrics refering to?

hugs!

oh yeah and if they dont want to be with you, then they are out of their minds! dont let them get you down, because you know that youre a star that shines brightly.

take care and wrap yourself in my hug!


[Edited on Jan 05, 2004 3:31PM]
victorian:
i miss germany soo much, i was born 30km east of berlin in Yuterbog

Sunday Jan 04, 2004

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As I said earlier: I feel lonely. frown

In fact, I am pretty much alone all the time. I actually like going to work just because I don't have to be alone then. Why the hell does everyone desert me these days? Am I such a bore/nuisance to be with? whatever

Fuck them all. Alone it'll be. ARRR!!!

swen blackeyed
caffeineheadache:
mad eh you don\'t need them anyway.....
there are a million people on this site, just spend all your free time on here like the rest of us.........BECOME ONE OF US!!!!!

Thursday Jan 01, 2004

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I couldn't talk to anyone today. I feel so sad and lonely. frown

Why? whatever

Have a very happy new year 2004.

swen skull

Tuesday Dec 23, 2003

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Tomorrow is christmas-eve.

So: Frohe Weihnachten!

to all of you. I hope you'll all spend these days with people you love.

For me the last days were blessed with happiness and deep feelings. I don't have to work till 12-30-03 and so I started my hollidays with meeting all people that are close to my heart. I saw Daniela with her boyfriend and her mother...
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sakita:
merry xmas to you too
we arent doing much
going to oves parents opening presents
having a "julbord"
i havent had any matlust recently though so...
frown

i have much to do over break
many things to read and write.
but i will enjoy the time i have off
much love and hope your holidays keep being great.



[Edited on Dec 23, 2003 7:51AM]
alisa:
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!! and HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!! to you and yours in this lovely season. i hope that you also have the best of new years.

kiss

Sunday Dec 07, 2003

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Feeling better today. Had a long talk with Daniela. It won't be the same friendship anymore, but at least we're still friends. This is most important to me. smile

I had a good weekend. Met with friends to watch a short-movie we filmed a few weeks ago and then went dancing. Yesterday I saw the extended edition of "Two Towers"; it's a completely different movie -...
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sakita:
sorry that you cried...but isnt it awesome???
i think the best is when you listen on headphones
and it sounds like he actually is crying too
and that makes it even more sad.
yeah i cry when i listen to it.

frown
but smile
at the same time.

shel silverstein wrote some amazing stuff.
He wrote that song and many more of dr hooks songs.
hope you are well!!!!
now if i only pass my norwegian test ill be happy.
keep your fingers crossed
or
hlla dina tummerna.
how do you say that in german???

much luv

hugs!
bombshellbetty:
Hey! I haven't been around much. So much going on in the "real" world that I just don't really want to talk about, so I haven't been talking at all, you know? I hope things are good for you. You having fun?
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