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Well, time for an update I think...

I've been awfully lazy lately. I just don't want to do anything. I just eat (a lot, really, I swear!), sleep and read or surf the internet or play "Operation Flashpoint".

I really should begin to work on that scientific paper I need to get my "Doktor"-title but I just lack all initiative. So I keep laying low for a while.

I figure it's some small kind of depressive episode. I tend to be all melancholic and some of you may have noticed (previous post) a stupid paranoia of being deserted by everybody. I even thought about leaving SG! Maybe I really should seek counseling.

Friday night was good, though. First goth-party for what seemed to be an eternity! The place was fucking crowded, which usually is a drawback, but with fucking cool people! And I still enjoy not to go there on my own, Daniela is very good company! We had lots of fun, went to bed at 5:30...

Kisses and Love from Germany,
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