Sometimes I see things so clearly, I scare myself to death. 
No dreams, no illusions, no false hopes.
Things are going really well these days, today was just great. I love my close friends. I met my two bestest friends today and I know I was important to them. I was really helpful. That fills me with joy.
But tonight is one of these nights when I see everything like an analytical machine, no distracting feelings.
I know it's not gonna last. In fact in less than a year I will not mean a shit to nearly everyone who's so damn important to me now. That breaks my heart. I want something that good to last forever. 
I'm feeling "Weltschmerz" tonight. It's a true and familiar feeling. It's never ever wronged me so far.
much love
swen
No dreams, no illusions, no false hopes.
Things are going really well these days, today was just great. I love my close friends. I met my two bestest friends today and I know I was important to them. I was really helpful. That fills me with joy.
But tonight is one of these nights when I see everything like an analytical machine, no distracting feelings.
I know it's not gonna last. In fact in less than a year I will not mean a shit to nearly everyone who's so damn important to me now. That breaks my heart. I want something that good to last forever.
I'm feeling "Weltschmerz" tonight. It's a true and familiar feeling. It's never ever wronged me so far.
much love
swen
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chimpsky:
Uh-oh, there's a new worm named after you!! What've you been up to in your spare time? 
(I know, I know, _what_ spare time...)
(I know, I know, _what_ spare time...)
deadish:
hello, sorry i havent commented in a while! yay for passing your exam! Im so happy for you! hey if people are important to u and u are important to them it will take a lifetime before u dont mean a shit to them