So, I probably have to explain something:
I wont use any violence against anyone (besides me). Im pacifist to the bone and believe in absolute personal freedom. I think that even if this someone (who now officially is Danielas boyfriend) breaks her heart it would be a matter between those two. I wouldnt have any right to interfere.
Nevertheless I would be so mad that Id surely love to be violent. But I wont. And thats not because I wouldnt stand a chance against him (which is true, I saw him). Its because Im just incapable of willingly hurting someone other than me.
End of explanation.
Current status: post-being-in-love-emptiness. I feel nothing about anything. I hate it even more than being utterly sad. And this state of emotion usually lasts until Im in love again.
Take care, all of you reading my journal.
Love and peace (name that quote!)
swen
-smile in the face of sorrow-
I wont use any violence against anyone (besides me). Im pacifist to the bone and believe in absolute personal freedom. I think that even if this someone (who now officially is Danielas boyfriend) breaks her heart it would be a matter between those two. I wouldnt have any right to interfere.
Nevertheless I would be so mad that Id surely love to be violent. But I wont. And thats not because I wouldnt stand a chance against him (which is true, I saw him). Its because Im just incapable of willingly hurting someone other than me.
End of explanation.
Current status: post-being-in-love-emptiness. I feel nothing about anything. I hate it even more than being utterly sad. And this state of emotion usually lasts until Im in love again.
Take care, all of you reading my journal.
Love and peace (name that quote!)
swen
-smile in the face of sorrow-
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good to be back, good to be back....
glad to hear you liked Stranger!
and hugs on the "current status"
i know its so hard to let go but sometimes emptiness melts away into opportunity, goodness, love, friendship. scratch that, reverse it.. friendship, love, more..etc.
when my previous boy dumped me..(yeah can you believe it..he dumped me!?!) i was so sad..and i was empty. i can understand that feeling, and i wont say anything like what i heard.
im always here if you need to talk...email me if ya wanna.
take care and hugs and warmth and sunshiney love.
ellie!