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Me oh my.... I must be in heat..lol
Everything is makin me so excited... ; )
And I mean everything.....
It is VERY frusterating...

AHHHH

On another note, I got my job back doing phone calling from home in the evenings, that makes me so happy as it will take some much needed stress off! thank goodness : )

I am really wanting to dye...
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My eyes feel like they weigh a ton I am so freaking tired!! I just found out my son needs a crap load of dental work $$$ and I cant afford it at all, I havent slept in three days. I feel like the worst mum ever its awesome. I sent an email begging my old boss to take me back but havent heard anything...
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Snow, snow and more...SNOW!
Okay so its march and it just dumped a load of snow here and looks like winter all over again.this is getting more then tiring! I want to see some flowers and some grass..maybe a blossom or two on one of my trees, I have had it so mr.winter you can go and shove it where the sun dont shine..lol.

I...
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I am pretty much awful with follow through.... fuck Ill work on it.

There is stress all around me so I am trying to "hide" on SG for awhile, my brain aches and I need to escape it...

I am going to write about a random topic everyday that has nothing to do with my daily shit so here we go,

Topic 1

Winter

I...
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I feel so lonely,
I feel so cold,
I feel like theres no one there for me,
No one I can hold,
Everyone around me takes what they need,
Then I am left alone to bleed,
I am not as strong as you think I am,
I do need you to hold my hand,
I need just one person to understand,
Take a moment to...
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OMFG I am so sick this is stupid, I have a house full of sick people and its just sooo aggravating!!! We need some cough syrup and pronto!!
I dont even remember the last time I was this sick... I fucken hate it...........

On the upside just deleriously bought two new pairs of shoes from iron fist....mwah ah ah ahhhh!!! Hells yeah and with the...
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Omg, I cant believe I havent written since August!!!

My life is so hectic its stupid but i have to learn to set 5 mins aside for myself each day just to reflect upon my day

I just bought the mag TATTOO and as im flipping through theres my artist in a pic on one of the pages from the vegas tattoo convention!! I think...
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Hmm well tonight tonight, I have been cooking up a storm oh my, I made chilli and spaghetti sauce, sheperds pies and chciken pot pies and onto chicken soup soon here!!! Guess im like a little squirrel saving nutz for the winter..hehe

Had a busy day and just finally getting to sit down and relax.... yes!!
I guess I do have some cleaning to do,....bleh...
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Good morning all,
FML.....
Sometimes its hard to get up in the morning..get on with the day...know that this goes on for another 70 or so years......
other days its wonderfull...
I hate that its never the same....
fuck......
My fiancee is having Night terrors and they are scaring the shit outta me. Hes a big dude and nnot very nice normally so this is...
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