well, things wern't all bad this weekend.
the week however, was hell.
so i finally realized that the cause of all my problems is a few select individuals who are trying to get my attention by hurting me and others in away that makes them look like the good guy. manipulating me if you will.
i have one guy telling me that my ex is sleeping with friends of mine when this is not the case. and then he tells me i'm ruinging ppls lives and no body wants me around that group. but what hes trying to do is isolate me from them and then comfort me into thinking that he's my friend and then he asks me out over and over to dinner or movie or fill in the blank. he runs back and tells the rest of the ppl i know that i'm with some other friend of my exs and i'm hearing all this from him, so then they don't like me or this other person. when the truth is i've never done anything or said anything to anyone. i haven't nor would i ever sleep with or date my exs friends, i have respect for him. the last thing i want to ever do is make him hurt.
i don't think he wants to accept my apologies though, i did act in a very childish way and drunk emailed him a nice little fuck you one nite. oops.
but anyway i spent some time with my friends this weekend and had a good time. drank, did my friends hair and went to dinner with a guy! nothing romantic though, just friends.
nitey nite.
r
the week however, was hell.
so i finally realized that the cause of all my problems is a few select individuals who are trying to get my attention by hurting me and others in away that makes them look like the good guy. manipulating me if you will.
i have one guy telling me that my ex is sleeping with friends of mine when this is not the case. and then he tells me i'm ruinging ppls lives and no body wants me around that group. but what hes trying to do is isolate me from them and then comfort me into thinking that he's my friend and then he asks me out over and over to dinner or movie or fill in the blank. he runs back and tells the rest of the ppl i know that i'm with some other friend of my exs and i'm hearing all this from him, so then they don't like me or this other person. when the truth is i've never done anything or said anything to anyone. i haven't nor would i ever sleep with or date my exs friends, i have respect for him. the last thing i want to ever do is make him hurt.
i don't think he wants to accept my apologies though, i did act in a very childish way and drunk emailed him a nice little fuck you one nite. oops.
but anyway i spent some time with my friends this weekend and had a good time. drank, did my friends hair and went to dinner with a guy! nothing romantic though, just friends.
nitey nite.
r
stompbox:
I'm a little confused (probably cuz I'm a little drunk) but it sounds like things are starting to work out, so that's good. Just stay honest and true to yourself and you'll have nothing to regret. And tell that one guy he can go fuck a post.