i never did anything to deserve what is happening to me. i have people i don't even really know coming up to me in places i don't usually go and saying these horrible threats to me because of this guy who was supposed to have loved me.
i never did ONE wrong or bad or mean thing to this man. all i did was give him my love 110%
now hes sicking people on me and talking shit about me to his friends. i never even mention him when i'm with them.
i moved to this place because i thought that this man was true and that he was really the man i was going to spend my life with. and now i can't even go to a bar in this town without some fucking drama because of him. he fucking LEFT me! I was the one who got fucked over. HE ran out on me while I was in the shower, not the otherway around.
i have no friends here. the ones i thought were friends lie to me so i hurt more because they want to have sex with me or date me or they just really don't like him.
am i'm not supposed to hurt, like this guy was nothing to me? like i didn't relocate because i believed him when he said things to me about loving me forever?
am i in the wrong for having hurt?
why are these people doing this to me?
i email him when ii'm drunk and i know i shouldn't, but i'm sure he just deletes them or forwards them to his friends so they can all get a nice laugh off me.
since the more i find out the cruler he is i don't put it past him anymore.
i didn't want to believe it, but i can't ignore it. i really thought he was just going thru a phase and that he be back soon and we'd be happy again.
well i hope she makes him happy, no wait i hope she makes him hurt like he hurt me.
i'm sorry if you read this, but i have no one else to express my sadness to and its killing me.
in a world with no love...
sassy
i never did ONE wrong or bad or mean thing to this man. all i did was give him my love 110%
now hes sicking people on me and talking shit about me to his friends. i never even mention him when i'm with them.
i moved to this place because i thought that this man was true and that he was really the man i was going to spend my life with. and now i can't even go to a bar in this town without some fucking drama because of him. he fucking LEFT me! I was the one who got fucked over. HE ran out on me while I was in the shower, not the otherway around.
i have no friends here. the ones i thought were friends lie to me so i hurt more because they want to have sex with me or date me or they just really don't like him.
am i'm not supposed to hurt, like this guy was nothing to me? like i didn't relocate because i believed him when he said things to me about loving me forever?
am i in the wrong for having hurt?
why are these people doing this to me?
i email him when ii'm drunk and i know i shouldn't, but i'm sure he just deletes them or forwards them to his friends so they can all get a nice laugh off me.
since the more i find out the cruler he is i don't put it past him anymore.
i didn't want to believe it, but i can't ignore it. i really thought he was just going thru a phase and that he be back soon and we'd be happy again.
well i hope she makes him happy, no wait i hope she makes him hurt like he hurt me.
i'm sorry if you read this, but i have no one else to express my sadness to and its killing me.
in a world with no love...
sassy
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foi:
I'm sorry, hon. That's a shit ass thing for him to do. And tell all his friends to fuck off and mind their own lives.
morbidkitten:
you have every right to be pissed off its amazing how much a person can change like that you dont deserve it..as for those other people..its not even you its the fact that people like to get in other peoples buisness..gossip is a bitch and people eat it up..stay true to yourself dont let these people get the best of you 