Saturday May 06, 2006

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so incase you may not have heard...
the man that i fell in love with, the man i relocated to another state to be with, broke my heart.
more like he turned his back and just like that walked out on me and us, while i was taking a shower...
well it gets worse. come to find out he's fucking who i thought was a friend and i'm absolutly devistated. heartbroke and betrayed
at first i figured he was just a coward, but now i realize that hes just crule and heartless.
i really thought that this incredible human was my everything and that what we had was so perfect and that this amazing indvidal loved me and would say things to me about wanting to be with me forever and then he dumps me and fucks a friend. amazing
why does every guy i ever love lie and hurt me to the point where i die inside?
can't they see i'm fragile?
doesnt anybody really care that i cry myself to sleep all alone...
i don't fucking get it how i'm such a horrible girlfriend that i deserve the way these fucking pigs treat me during and even after?
and now i'm far away from home and have nobody because the only friend i did have is obviouslly not a friend at all.
she even routed for me to come here to live and said she would always be my friend no matter what happened with me and douche bag...
LIES!
FUCKING LIARS!
i never want to love or be loved ever again
i want to die a lonely old bitter hag with no friends and no worries.

stompbox:
Ugh. That's awful. I'm really sorry, I know it doesn't help but I feel very bad for you. Being lonely sucks, being betrayed sucks even worse. Not all guys are like that (and some women are), so don't give up on the whole world just yet. And don't blame yourself, ever, cuz it wasn't you who did any of this. So sorry... frown
jjkitten:
Very sorry, try and keep your head up. People (guys and girls) can really be heartless. Prolly treated that way, and can't see when they have someone/thing special.

Hope you have a better day today-they say time heals puke


-K

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