sweetnsassy2854

easter is sunday and it sucks... i have nobody. i'm so alone. all i want to do is curl up and cry.
i'll be eating ham SADwhiches all alone.
i really miss my family and friends back home.
i guess i haven't had a chance since i always had someone here, but now that chris walked out on me and i'm all alone in a city where i know noone, i'm sad and lost. i'm trying to make friends at work, but its hard cause we're so busy that we don't get to socialize much. sometimes i feel like just going home. i've always been a confused girl, and now its getting worse. i don't even know who i am anymore, maybe i'm trying to be something i'm not, maybe i should just give in.
i find myself crying and i don't even notice or even know why. i'm really fucked up.
the best thing when your hurting from a broken heart is to have your bestfriend hold you and tell you that hes a jerk and you deserve so much better because he's going nowhere in life, but i don't have that luxury anymore.
i have to find my way thru the pain alone and teary-eyed.
i'm so depressed, i just want a valuim and beer so i can fall asleep...
sweet