sweetnsassy2854

so uh, my boyfriend left me yesterday. It sucked because yesterday was a hard day for me. I finally left home depot and I said bye to alot of nice ppl who i will miss dearly.

so now i'm sitting home alone in a town where i know noone except my ex and his friends. which is hard because i really liked those peeps and now i probably won't ever see most of them again.

but most importantly i had my heart ripped out yet again by some douche bag who claimed i was the perfect girlfriend. it funny how every guy i dates tell me the same thing yet i'm still not what they want or i can't seem to make them happy no matter what i do. it makes me wonder what i'm doing so wrong.

i suspect that he cheated on me while i was living in michigan, mostly cause i found earrings and used condoms the first night i moved here, but also several of his friends have lead me to believe this. when i asked him he said no, but i guess i don't know him well enough to tell when hes lying and when hes not.



so once again here i am... perfect little rachy, heart broke and lonely and 359 miles from the nearest friend...
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