sweetnepenthe

I GOT THE INTERNSHIP!

in just a few weeks i'll be hanging around a recording studio doing the shitty jobs everyone else doesn't want to do. i can't wait! i've been outta school for two months and i already miss being in the studio. i' so happy

a big thanks to those of you who told me i'd get it. i totally didn't believe you...
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i just found out that my boyfriend would rather sit inside playing on his computer than go outside on such a gorgeous day. all i want to do is go outside and lie down in the grass and soak up the sun (after applying about 10 gallons of sunscreen of course) but if i want to do that, it looks like i'll be doing it...
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my boyfriend is sick and i can't take care of him

in slightly happier news..... i got paid today! woohoo no more poor Nichelle!
until next week.... when i'm done paying off my bills and i'm left with... eh... very little....

btw... i love you all. i wish i could give you all a hug and be like "i lurv yoooz!"

my interview was yesterday. it's hard to tell how it went, it was so informal. i know there were at least 5 or 6 other people applying for the internship, and i have no idea who they were or anything so i might not even be the most qualified. i have a degree in music production, my schedule is pretty flexible so i could work...
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tomorrow morning i have my interview for the internship position at a local recording studio.
i'm nervous beyond belief. i've helped out the guy who co-owns the studio with a recording project a few months ago, and it went well. so i gave a pretty good fist impression. i'm just worried that i'm not as qualified as other applicants.
oh yea, and i'm a girl....
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I'm sick. Fucking immuno-suppressants. Anyways, Zach took really good care of me last night and gave me a back massage and tucked me in when i went to bed and snuggled with me and was too freaking sweet! and he went the entire night without one drink. which is really good cuz every time we are together he almost always has a jack n coke...
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zach's playing a show up in steven's point so i'm alone for the night
BUT...
(sound the trumpets!)
we had sex for the first time last night. it was amazing. i mean, really. it's nice to FINALLY be with a guy who likes a little foreplay! he took my breath away.

i'm pretty freaking happy right now. a little impatient waiting for him to get...
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i'm stuck working on what i thought was my day off. stupid sick time crap.
i've been reading up on philosophy, psychology, the effects of psychedelics like LSD, marijuana, etc., and even dabbled in some Law textbooks. it's truly fascinating how the government has managed to regulate and make illegal the use of these substances. more people die every year from alcohol related issues. when...
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