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it's Saturday. and i don't have to work. and the sun is shining, for now.

it's beautiful smile

if only i had someone to share this with...

it's strange... i have a boyfriend and yet i feel incredibly alone. i'm so stupid. there are tons of single people who would love to be in a relationship. and yet here i am, in a relationship, and i...
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kirin_ka:
Haha, that was epic.
wyldewolfe:
hate to hear that
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one of my best friends met johnny depp today. lucky bitch!
in other news... i'm not super happy in this relationship. i'm not sad or anything, i just... idk.. i'm kind of indifferent to it all. i have a major crush on a fellow SG member and if we lived closer, i'd probably end my current relationship in a heartbeat. i feel horrible for saying...
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rookin:
*sends hugs* x
merkaba72:
Well I think you're an amazing person and you deserve the level of comfort and happiness that causes you to involuntarily sigh on a constant basis!! Maybe Zach needs to know how you feel and what you need to make that happen? Just a thought.... otherwise, this distant SG'er might just swing in and sweep you away!! wink
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my last post was full of whiny bitchy complaining. so.. here's a new post. a much sadder post unfortunately.

Hansel died. frown

for those of you who didn't know, i have had 2 pet mice for the last year and a half. Hansel passed away sometime this week. I'm not sure when, I only clean their cages once a week, and when i feed them i...
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puff:
sorry to hear that hun . doesn't sound like it's been a good time for rodent life
lusteye:
^_^ glad you like the post!



*hugs* for loosing Hansel
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thanks everyone for the nice comments and messages about my last blog smile
two nights ago zach got really drunk.... i mean REALLY. i had to practically drag him 10 blocks from the bar to his place...
he invited me to hang out with him. he told me he wouldn't drink. i got to his apartment, called him, and he said "oh, i'm actually at the...
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kirin_ka:
Shitty deal, my dear. At least you get to see the problem early on instead of a few years down the road when your life is truly invested.
revolutionary:
You have to go the road to know what's down it.

Still love.
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puff:
woa that does look like fun. specially number 3!

soz i haven't written back on facebook, things have been a bit manic. I shall go do that in a bit x
cyureus:
your tub is way more fun than mine is...
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the_boss:
You should get in yer car and come steal my face?
wyldewolfe:
nice picture
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this morning i woke up in his arms. he did the cutest thing ever. he gave me little kisses all over and when i was about to get outta bed and get dressed he pulled me back into bed and tickled me! it was so childish, but i loved every second of it. he held me for hours. i felt so cared for. it was...
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wyldewolfe:
glad things are going well for you you deserve the happiness
cyureus:
dude. fucktards are hot. tongue love ooo aaa
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got nauseous after treatment today. good thing i was at home. for some stupid reason it really hurt this time around. i even did the injection on my thigh, cuz i figured it wouldn't be so bad. so much for that idea!

still no word on when i can start the internship. all i know is that it's gonna be a hectic summer.....
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zach isn't going to jail, the rain is lovely, Odin is napping in my lap, i just had a delicious grilled cheese, and tonight i think i'll write a song.
then, once it's late enough for loneliness to settle back in, i'll lie down with a glass of pink lemonade and a bottle of vicodin.
i have everything, yet i wish i felt something.
"Calm...
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puff:
good news about the fella .. not so good the rest of it frown
wexsingxsin:
this was my reply to Seizue's comment

No wait we need a pillow village, with a pillow police station and a bank and a mayor of pillowtown, and a pillowtown day parade, where everyone gathers in the pillowtown plaza for an epic pillow battle, andit will be our chief export, and we can inport the softest feather for our pillows

Engraved in pillowtown quare will be a statue of Sir. William Pillowsberg, who stood up to a conquistor at the battle of Sleep Well. His quote will be there below "everyone deserves the right to pillowfight"
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i love weed. and the fact that i scored an internship at a recording studio. life is good. high and good. it's raining. and i'm stoned. i want popcorn but i left it at zach's frown

speaking of zach... his parole officer is coming at 2:00. if he found out that zach has a warrant out for his arrest, the P.O. might take him away frown i'd...
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elgeneral:
I love weed too and that rocks hard.
revolutionary:
wow yeah.