i am such a goddamn fucking screw up.
it's bad enough to have a one might stand with someone who is a really good friend.
it's even worse when you go to a school where you are one of less than 15 girls at a school of 300 guys, and everyone hears about it.
as of december 7th, I've been single for 6 months. and i make ONE mistake. I fucked it all up. it's about time i get my fucking act together.
I love living on my own, being independent. But this loneliness eats away at me every goddamn day, and I can't stand this bullshit.
Do you know how far this has gone? Just how damaged have I become? When I think I can overcome, it runs even deeper.
"A lonely man is a lonesome thing, a stone, a bone, a stick, a receptacle for Gilbey's gin, a stooped figure sitting at the edge of a hotel bed, heaving copious sighs like the autumn wind"
it's bad enough to have a one might stand with someone who is a really good friend.
it's even worse when you go to a school where you are one of less than 15 girls at a school of 300 guys, and everyone hears about it.
as of december 7th, I've been single for 6 months. and i make ONE mistake. I fucked it all up. it's about time i get my fucking act together.
I love living on my own, being independent. But this loneliness eats away at me every goddamn day, and I can't stand this bullshit.
Do you know how far this has gone? Just how damaged have I become? When I think I can overcome, it runs even deeper.
"A lonely man is a lonesome thing, a stone, a bone, a stick, a receptacle for Gilbey's gin, a stooped figure sitting at the edge of a hotel bed, heaving copious sighs like the autumn wind"
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Thanks for all the comments love, they did cheer me up. The ER really didn't know what is really wrong.. (figures) However, I'll be up in Wis Jan 5- Jan 13th I can't wait to be near snow and all my old friends again. I miss you a lot. I love you