i don't know what i want. thank you everyone for your comments, and those who even sent me messages. i really appreciate the advice. but i can't sort this out until i figure out what i want. and that may take some time...
all i can think about is this song.
We were one in words
You finished my sentence
I can never attract tomorrow
It pushes me aside
I sink in waters deep
Your presence kept me floating
Far from depths where secrets lie
Maybe in another lifetime
I could be the first you meet
I once read a poem
Held my breath
But that moment's gone
First time I felt life somewhat hurts
I need an option, a reason, and some hope
Yell at me, I want to
Be your light that shines
But my ground is shaking and I might fall
I wish that I could say
I wish I could be your
Evil, Evil in a closet
all i can think about is this song.
We were one in words
You finished my sentence
I can never attract tomorrow
It pushes me aside
I sink in waters deep
Your presence kept me floating
Far from depths where secrets lie
Maybe in another lifetime
I could be the first you meet
I once read a poem
Held my breath
But that moment's gone
First time I felt life somewhat hurts
I need an option, a reason, and some hope
Yell at me, I want to
Be your light that shines
But my ground is shaking and I might fall
I wish that I could say
I wish I could be your
Evil, Evil in a closet
kirin_ka:
I believe taking time is the best course of action. Good luck in your venture, it will be hard but gratifying.
cyureus:
All there ever seems to be is time. Use what you can.