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Monday Dec 03, 2007

Dec 3, 2007
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what a whirlwind of a day.
i'm so thankful for friends. even if i don't talk to them as much as i should, but just knowing they are there is such a comfort.

i'm really sick. i know i act fine. after a few years i realized it's better to put on a semi-healthy facade than to have to explain to everybody what's wrong with me. But I'm really sick. that's that...
don't pity me. i can't stand that. i'm not sad about my condition, i'm glad that i have something that makes me a stronger and more grateful person than most people.

if anything, feel sorry for the low-life assholes working for health insurance companies. denying me medical coverage for a "pre-existing condition" is completely ridiculous. i cannot afford $8,000 treatments every 8 weeks. let alone my prescription costs. And by February 2008 I won't have health insurance.

Working 40+ hours a week, attending college to better my education, volunteering in my community, and paying taxes just doesn't cut it I guess. They have to take the only chance I have at being a fairly healthy person too. I swear to the god that i don't believe in that if I end up in the hospital again because I can't afford the only drugs that keep me alive, then I am just going to say fuck it all and move the hell out of this place.

I FUCKING HATE THIS COUNTRY

"Imagine"

Imagine there's no heaven,
It's easy if you try,
No hell below us,
Above us only sky,
Imagine all the people
living for today...

Imagine there's no countries,
It isn't hard to do,
Nothing to kill or die for,
No religion too,
Imagine all the people
living life in peace...

You may say I'm a dreamer,
but I'm not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us,
And the world will live as one.

(Imagine all the people sharing all the world)

Imagine no possessions,
I wonder if you can,
No need for greed or hunger,
A brotherhood of man,
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say I'm a dreamer,
but I'm not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us,
And the world will live as one.


SPOILERS! (Click to view)

p.s. with no health insurance, how can i pay for a breast reduction?




KIDDING!!!!!!

VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
darthme:
oh you are very welcome...i can't help it...youre just WAY WAY WAY adorable.....smile
Dec 4, 2007
lemanstherogue:
Ontario = free healthcare biggrin
Dec 4, 2007

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