Yknow what's real frustrating?
Wanting to do something kind of edgy, kind of out there, but then you find yourself looking around at all of the people you know who've done it better, who look better, sound better, are better....whatever better, and it keeps you from just going for it. Because, be it the truth or be it from people getting in your head, you just feel like you don't stack up.
I'm incredibly self-aware (read: completely insecure and shy) when it comes to my body and my looks. I could rattle off a long list of stuff I don't like about myself, but the one thing that frustrates me more than anything is that i let stuff get in my head to make me feel this way...and why?
Why the hell should I honestly care?
Wanting to do something kind of edgy, kind of out there, but then you find yourself looking around at all of the people you know who've done it better, who look better, sound better, are better....whatever better, and it keeps you from just going for it. Because, be it the truth or be it from people getting in your head, you just feel like you don't stack up.
I'm incredibly self-aware (read: completely insecure and shy) when it comes to my body and my looks. I could rattle off a long list of stuff I don't like about myself, but the one thing that frustrates me more than anything is that i let stuff get in my head to make me feel this way...and why?
Why the hell should I honestly care?
::smirks::
But you know, it doesn't necessarily matter how many people do things "better" because someone out there will always like what YOU are doing more than much of that "better" stuff.
And if we are talking about some edgy photos well... you know how I feel about that. I want to see you, bad. And that desire is more than just seeing a hottie nekkid (though obviously thats a big part of it) but it is because you are rad and awesome and one of the coolest girls I have met on here.