Perhaps my biggest mistake is that I'm waiting for something to make everything "okay" when it could just be okay now. Like, for example, "I'll be okay with myself if I just lose a few more pounds" or "I'll like my life if I just get a better paying job" when it's all just in your mind anyway. Truth is, if I lose all the...
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i can't be the "strong one" anymore.
So. Feeling ignored? Never a fun feeling. I question of course if I'm just highly insecure and paranoid, but I got this weird nagging, icky feeling like maybe I'm just being...y'know. Ignored. Brushed aside. And I must say, the wrong person's doing it cause it's just leaving the worst feeling ever right in my gut.
Bleh.
Bleh.
annisa:
thanx for commenting on my last set, glad you enjoyed it
xo
aww..hope your feeling better, sweety
xo
aww..hope your feeling better, sweety
well, that was a craptacular weekend. it wouldn't be so bad, but it was one of those "everyone on this planet is having fun except for me" weekends, you know? most of my friends were out of town and off having a ball while i worked and sat around by myself and moped. oh and watched a lot of lord of the rings. that always...
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galaxy42:
Hmmmm... and here I thought I was the only one having a craptacular weekend.
and here's a "yay!" for exhibitionism.
and here's a "yay!" for exhibitionism.
skull_kid:
You look very good.
And I know!
And I know!
it's always good when events can take you out of a bad mood. it doesn't really matter what does or why, it just is what it is, and i for one am kind of grateful for it. so thank you for cheering me up, and thanks for helping me come out of my shell a bit.
added some pics and stuff to my profile. nothing...
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added some pics and stuff to my profile. nothing...
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alright so, the internet situation should be fixed tomorrowish. sorry i've been very mia lately, life's been kind of weird anyway. i guess this is what they would call a "quater life" crisis, correct? because yeah, i'm finding myself so unhappy with my sitch. my friend wants me to come up to chicago to stay with her for a few weeks sometime in may or...
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skull_kid:
I was wondering where you went off to!
And hey guess who lives in Chicagoland? You should definitely visit your friend, we could hang out!
Well get back to me when your Internet is working...
And hey guess who lives in Chicagoland? You should definitely visit your friend, we could hang out!
Well get back to me when your Internet is working...
urielquinn:
Hurry back 
sweetmistake:
my dog
Yknow what's real frustrating?
Wanting to do something kind of edgy, kind of out there, but then you find yourself looking around at all of the people you know who've done it better, who look better, sound better, are better....whatever better, and it keeps you from just going for it. Because, be it the truth or be it from people getting in your head, you...
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Wanting to do something kind of edgy, kind of out there, but then you find yourself looking around at all of the people you know who've done it better, who look better, sound better, are better....whatever better, and it keeps you from just going for it. Because, be it the truth or be it from people getting in your head, you...
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tylerhollywood:
Close your eyes. Blow out your breath. Then do something edgy. I'll be behind you. Supporting...and taking pictures.
::smirks::
::smirks::
skull_kid:
God yeah, this is how I am about my music. I write songs, am somewhat happy with them... then hear some AMAZING band that makes mine seem weak in comparison and think what am I even adding to the music world?
But you know, it doesn't necessarily matter how many people do things "better" because someone out there will always like what YOU are doing more than much of that "better" stuff.
And if we are talking about some edgy photos well... you know how I feel about that. I want to see you, bad. And that desire is more than just seeing a hottie nekkid (though obviously thats a big part of it) but it is because you are rad and awesome and one of the coolest girls I have met on here.
But you know, it doesn't necessarily matter how many people do things "better" because someone out there will always like what YOU are doing more than much of that "better" stuff.
And if we are talking about some edgy photos well... you know how I feel about that. I want to see you, bad. And that desire is more than just seeing a hottie nekkid (though obviously thats a big part of it) but it is because you are rad and awesome and one of the coolest girls I have met on here.
I have returned.
Where's the confetti?
Alright, truth is, I hit a bit of a rough patch and was very ill for a while, so the last thing on my mind was the internet at all. Now that I'm bouncing back a bit though, I figured I'd make my triumphant return. Or whatever.
Maybe I'll have more to say soon, but at the moment, I'm...
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Where's the confetti?
Alright, truth is, I hit a bit of a rough patch and was very ill for a while, so the last thing on my mind was the internet at all. Now that I'm bouncing back a bit though, I figured I'd make my triumphant return. Or whatever.
Maybe I'll have more to say soon, but at the moment, I'm...
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maximus_73:
Welcome back! I hope you get better.
urielquinn:
Hey!
Sorry to hear you're ill, I hope everything is back to the way it should be very soon.
Sorry to hear you're ill, I hope everything is back to the way it should be very soon.
crossxcheck:
Did you take the praying mantis picture? 'Cause it's pretty bad ass and I wanna steal it...
sweetmistake:
basically, whatever.
Could I be any lazier?
Sorry for the complete dropping-off-the-face-of-the-earth move I just did, the holidays are seriously taking me outback and kicking the shit out of me. Just like, a week and a half to go before I can get my soul back. I personally cannot wait.
Theme song of the day: Johnny Cash's cover of "Hurt". I don't know, it's just fitting my...
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Sorry for the complete dropping-off-the-face-of-the-earth move I just did, the holidays are seriously taking me outback and kicking the shit out of me. Just like, a week and a half to go before I can get my soul back. I personally cannot wait.
Theme song of the day: Johnny Cash's cover of "Hurt". I don't know, it's just fitting my...
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bashster:
theme song of my day would be lazing around doin jack shit(has anybody wrote that yet???).xmas will be over in a flash of ill fitting jumpers,bad pongy aftershave and fart inducing food don,t fear it hun
urielquinn:
haha, the ice would rock.
Cheer up sweets. *hugs*
Cheer up sweets. *hugs*
Boy, there's nothing more irritating than being the only veggie at your thanksgiving table, and people looking at you like you're not eating when you actually eat more than do in one sitting, it's just not animal carcass so i guess it's not "food", right?
Now I get to have fun at work tomorrow
I think I'd rather light myself on fire...retail on black friday....
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Now I get to have fun at work tomorrow
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hypersage:
Work sucks any day of the year.
horrorflick:
why do they call it "black friday"?
Still though, I'm in a better position now than I was a few years ago, so maybe all the little things add up.
You're beautiful though. Stop worrying about it!