went to friends memorial today. 
cried alot and my head hurts so bad. i have to go to work now which sucks but at least its by myself. so many kids i havent seen in years were there. what a crappy way to get everyone together. why does this always happen to those people who dont have an enemy in the world? those kids who are so nice and fun that if someone said they didnt like them you would know right away they must be a turd.
bye orion, you will be missed.
cried alot and my head hurts so bad. i have to go to work now which sucks but at least its by myself. so many kids i havent seen in years were there. what a crappy way to get everyone together. why does this always happen to those people who dont have an enemy in the world? those kids who are so nice and fun that if someone said they didnt like them you would know right away they must be a turd.
bye orion, you will be missed.
i wrote a little note of remembrance, put it on a plastic lion and left it up the street. there are piles of flowers and pictures, chalk drawings...art. wish you guys could see it.