Tuesday Jul 09, 2013

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I'm beginning to lose all my faith in humans around me, Maybe it's just a lack of something in myself that doesn't lead me to be more of a judgmental bitch. Maybe it's the fact that I really dont have a mean bone in my body or don't want to step on people's toes. Maybe it's the fact that I actually liked school and books and reading. Maybe it's the fact that I can't really relate to a world full of people who only want their own needs met or dont set myself to a higher standard than anyone else. I feel like I'm back at that point again where I don't want to reach out to anyone and it's a fucking shame that for everything I do do for people, it's not acknowledged. That no matter how much of myself I give, it's not good enough. Maybe I really am meant to be alone. Maybe everyone in this world isn't meant to be social.
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h_man:
Humans suck. Get a cat. Or a dog. Or a goldfish.

Problems solved.
cihuacoatl:
In a time where I felt the universe was crashing upon me Sweetlady, I walked through life on every battle field here in this realm and outside of it. Many things challenged me. I am glad I looked at this particular blog. Let me tell you.. You like a few other people will realize that many people are not what they seem. Literally.. Demons, Destiny, and the entities that people draw in off their energies are the cause for this. I believe you are in a transition in your life where you realize reality from the dream. Even with your eyes barely open to the true awake you will begin to visually see how many people in the forms hidden in destiny that are trying to make you feel less of yourself and doubt yourself. Always be genuine yes, but put a sheild in guard around your goodness for that the good you do and are represents a light carrier and you will be open to vulnerabilities. Sad that in this lifetime that everyone is not truly awakened many hurts, betrayls, and deciet is scattered all around us vaguley can have one who you can put all your trust and beliefs in only to stab one in the back and laugh in your face.. I have been there many times and so I knew that even then.. I would have to walk life alone. Truly to be alone spiritually is the way to really start breathing and livibng. Why, its because this is when you begin to awake. You can check out my blogs I have written and get an idea of what I am trying to speak to you in regards to this lifetime.. destiny... this dream.. There is one great dreamer right now dreaming all of the actions in this lifetime that is resting in the womb of the universe as I type this to you and is in the waking..

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