It's disheartening for me to think that I used to believe all people were inherently good and fair. Now, the more I try to venture into the world and talk to people, the more I feel that people are self absorbed and hateful. They are ridiculosuly mean to one another and full of ulterior motives. i used to think that I was some of the... Read More
Not everyone is like that. Just seems like people as a whole are. My brother always says people are sheep, but a single individual can be an amazing being. Don't give up on the human race yet, sometimes they can still surprise you. @};-
Can't say I have any experience with it but you need to give your self a HUGE pat on the back. To come out and talk about any personal situations like this is a HUGE step forward. It is also a big step to be able to see the way that it is affecting your life. Take this as a step forward. Just keep trying, as with any personal struggle there are good days and bad days you just need to focus on the good and remember that the bed ones will end. Always here to chat if you need.
All I can say is it's never too late. As long as your working on it, slowly but surely things will get better. I've never had Social Anxiety Disorder, but I did have my own demons haunting me after my two tours in Iraq. I tried the whole therapist thing, but what worked best for me was working out and training Jui Jitsu. It kept me busy and gave me something to focus on. Nothing is permanent. As long as your working on fixing it. I think your going to be ok.
Okay, so water colors definitely aren't my medium, but somehow I still felt the need to post this. I like the way the colors at the top of the jelly fish blended together. The tendrils didnt come out anywhere close to how I wanted them to though, and that disappoints me. That's what drew me to this pic in the first place. Oh well, I'll... Read More