sweetiyvie

I just spilled red wine all over my foot and down the arm of a white couch.
And for some reason it is burning my skin. I am hella awesome.
Connor and I are giving it another try after being apart for almost 4 months. I have no idea if that is the right thing to do or not...actually I have no idea about fucking anything lately. I'm in one of those moods, where I'm craving something... food, drink, drugs...I don't know but whatever it is its doing a fine job of eluding me. I feel excited for no reason and then I feel like I have nothing to look forward to. In the end I am just sad, restless and un-satisfied.
I don't think I have been more indecisive in my entire life as I have been these last few months. Which sucks, because I have some major life descisions to make. I know! I will write my choices down and you can decide for me, yeah?
Sweet.

Love or life?

Security or passion?

Oregon or California?

Free $$ or chance to find myself?

Good luck!