*the colours faded into darkness and i was left alone*
*
"May I return to the beginning
The light is dimming, and the dream is too
The world and I, we are still waiting
Still hesitating
ANY DREAM WILL DO"
*
just give me something to do...
*
exhaustion has caught up with me today.
*
So only tomorrow. What? Everything, nothing, whatever. Come back tomorrow.
*
and i still got jazz class today...
...
at least i got new pin-up sandals. And a cute Pucca purse (He gave me).
*
guess it will be Mac and Cheese today or i will end up like yesterday... i kept putting off eating and ended up only having dinner. So unhealthy.
*

i think i need a dream. Or maybe an epiphany. But i need something to hold on to. No projects, just maybes. No. Guess this is boredom again. Or cyclothymia. i hope its boredom.

*
mood: exhausted
now playing: Any dream will do - Andrew Lloyd Webber
*
And my heart is asking:
*
dit: my most recent number, unfortunatelly with bad lighting
Bloodshower - my Halloween special
*
*
"May I return to the beginning
The light is dimming, and the dream is too
The world and I, we are still waiting
Still hesitating
ANY DREAM WILL DO"
*
just give me something to do...
*
exhaustion has caught up with me today.
*
So only tomorrow. What? Everything, nothing, whatever. Come back tomorrow.
*
and i still got jazz class today...
...
at least i got new pin-up sandals. And a cute Pucca purse (He gave me).
*
guess it will be Mac and Cheese today or i will end up like yesterday... i kept putting off eating and ended up only having dinner. So unhealthy.
*

i think i need a dream. Or maybe an epiphany. But i need something to hold on to. No projects, just maybes. No. Guess this is boredom again. Or cyclothymia. i hope its boredom.

*
mood: exhausted
now playing: Any dream will do - Andrew Lloyd Webber
*
And my heart is asking:
*
dit: my most recent number, unfortunatelly with bad lighting
Bloodshower - my Halloween special
*
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
idgas:
You need a new master
idgas:
He does not seem to be caring for or about you. I just base this off of your blog postings. You seem more unsatisfied/unhappy too often. I hope I am wrong but no one needs to be unhappy.