sweetbutch

after i witnessed a friend die

i read budhism for a while, in part, because i cannot meditate

so i read a little every morning before grabbing the F train









what i liked best was the acknowledgement that everyone is fucked up

just like me



and while doing their level best,

they are still fucked up


and while doing my level best,

i am still fucked up



and for some reason, that was calming




also made me appreciate the diversity of soles on the train,

and by that i mean soles



there are a lot of different kind of shoes

y'know?