Oh well heard back from the girl I had a date with the other night. I was correct she said no chemsitry, I pretty much knew it but it doesnt help the pain anymore. I actually kind of liked her to.
Well fuck them all after 1.5 years of this shit I'm done, no more dating at all, no more online sites to try and get dates, no more anything to do with it. I'll stick around here but this is about the only place online I'll interact with girls.
My ego and self esteeem just can't take this shit anymore.
It's really a kick in the face to know your a decent looking good guy, and a guy with a good heart that could really make a girl happy just to get smashed down everytime you actually meet someone worthwhile.
Boy this is like a broken record of a broken record but fuck you girls fuck you all to hell, no wonder your never happy you throw away the good guys.
I'm just at the point where the anger pain and bitterness is getting un healthy, my last relationship was probably one of the worst you could ever imagine as far as a one sided evil person.
Being single has been good, but dating has been almost as bad as my last relationship. I simply want to take a shovel and break down a wall or destroy a car, I'm so pissed off and frustrasted at women, it's not just this and it's not just my last EX it really is a lifetime of frustration, each time I really do try and clear my mind and think they arent all like that, well I was wrong, they are all like that only to different degree's.
I see guys uglier than me, guys that treat their women like shit, guys that simply could not give a woman all i can give her I see these guys and they have girls, I see these girls fucking put up with hell for them i see them deal with getting the crap beat out of them and or put up with cheatingand still go back to them, WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with me?
What the fuck is it gonna take for just 1 chick to take a chance on me? And it's not a very risky chance at that.
I dont care if I'm whining again thats what these journals are for and i don't care if I piss anyone off, I'm not holding this shit in anymore, not like I did anyway
All it would take would be for one kind soul to take a chance to get rid of my anger and bitterness, not like I'm asking alot just one fucking girl to see who I really am and place some value on me and what I can do for them.
Well fuck them all after 1.5 years of this shit I'm done, no more dating at all, no more online sites to try and get dates, no more anything to do with it. I'll stick around here but this is about the only place online I'll interact with girls.
My ego and self esteeem just can't take this shit anymore.
It's really a kick in the face to know your a decent looking good guy, and a guy with a good heart that could really make a girl happy just to get smashed down everytime you actually meet someone worthwhile.
Boy this is like a broken record of a broken record but fuck you girls fuck you all to hell, no wonder your never happy you throw away the good guys.
I'm just at the point where the anger pain and bitterness is getting un healthy, my last relationship was probably one of the worst you could ever imagine as far as a one sided evil person.
Being single has been good, but dating has been almost as bad as my last relationship. I simply want to take a shovel and break down a wall or destroy a car, I'm so pissed off and frustrasted at women, it's not just this and it's not just my last EX it really is a lifetime of frustration, each time I really do try and clear my mind and think they arent all like that, well I was wrong, they are all like that only to different degree's.
I see guys uglier than me, guys that treat their women like shit, guys that simply could not give a woman all i can give her I see these guys and they have girls, I see these girls fucking put up with hell for them i see them deal with getting the crap beat out of them and or put up with cheatingand still go back to them, WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with me?
What the fuck is it gonna take for just 1 chick to take a chance on me? And it's not a very risky chance at that.
I dont care if I'm whining again thats what these journals are for and i don't care if I piss anyone off, I'm not holding this shit in anymore, not like I did anyway
All it would take would be for one kind soul to take a chance to get rid of my anger and bitterness, not like I'm asking alot just one fucking girl to see who I really am and place some value on me and what I can do for them.
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Can I get a Hallelujah?!
Why don't you come out and hang with the ATLiens some time?