suziq

i'm so restless.

i had a lovely bottle of champagne last night and a really shit night out. i met up with an old workmate, which was really nice but no one else was out and so our attempt towards having a blast turned into a poopyshitty mess and now i have a hangover but i still want to go out 'cause i can't stand sitting in our stinking flat staring at this bloody screen. i really need more friends. mr mcmahon said he might be going out later, but i doubt it. i've been getting pretty bad hangovers lately, i wonder where they're coming from since i'm drinking the same amount of alcohol when i go out.
i'm getting a bit worried about my australia plans. i need to go in to the bank and set up a direct debit otherwise i'll just spend it all. i can't wait to get out of here.
there's a show in leeds i really wanna go to on the third of feb but i don't want to go on my own and i know a guy that lives there but it's weird 'cause i slept with him and he has a girlfriend now and you know, i don't want to invite myself for loads of reasons and i feel like i can't just turn up without arranging to meet him. god, i honestly need more friends. NOW!

edit to say: fuck friends, i can't be arsed with people. they do my head in.