so the celibacy bit didn't last for very long. i'm giving it another go.
- i've started enjoying dancing when i go out. i look like a twat but i don't really care 'cause it's just nice to get rid of some energy for once.
- things are back to normal with the ex. we're getting on really well at the moment.
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- i've started enjoying dancing when i go out. i look like a twat but i don't really care 'cause it's just nice to get rid of some energy for once.
- things are back to normal with the ex. we're getting on really well at the moment.
and now i...
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nightgoat:
Isn't half the fun of dancing the looking like a twat bit?
nightgoat:
Cheers... Dare I say it depends on how drunk you are as well?
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light_bringer:
You're doing a fine job with that beer! 
wailingfungus:
celibacy can be cool but only if you've got a choice in it
Pints are the way to drink
Pints are the way to drink
i know it's a crap video but this is the most powerful piece of art i have seen in a really long time:
i can't actually link it to a proper video though, so here's the link.
it's by douglas gordon and i find it utterly fascinating how the injured soldier has been stripped of his humanity.
nothing's really going on but it's still...
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i can't actually link it to a proper video though, so here's the link.
it's by douglas gordon and i find it utterly fascinating how the injured soldier has been stripped of his humanity.
nothing's really going on but it's still...
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arwen11:
Work is actually going really well, yes. The people are so nice. Shockingly nice, actually. And I have a buttload in common with a lot of them. And not just bookselling!
Yes the man is still a nutter. He loves me, but doesn't want to rush things, this is what he says - he had a bit of a weirdoff the other night, and started texting, telling me he doesn't want to move too fast, blah blah blah - honestly, I think he's telling HIMSELF these things, because I know this about him already, so I haven't said anything! No pushing, no making plans for the future (he makes enough!), no asking about our relationship etc, I've honestly been perfectly chilled lol. So I can only assume he's telling me, telling himself, if you know what I mean. Cuz he, is a mental. Oh well! He's coming up next weekend, he's got another job thing in London, and we're going to celebrate my birthday. He said, dinner at Mr. Kongs, and a movie or show. See this "or show" thing is really nice lol, because he hates anything like that. So I told him to think about it, because I don't want to go and see something I love with a sourpuss at my side
I agree, British men are mental. And high-maintenance. How's things with your mental ex?
Alas, my plans included working, doing an essay, and cursing my dickhead friends. You?
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Yes the man is still a nutter. He loves me, but doesn't want to rush things, this is what he says - he had a bit of a weirdoff the other night, and started texting, telling me he doesn't want to move too fast, blah blah blah - honestly, I think he's telling HIMSELF these things, because I know this about him already, so I haven't said anything! No pushing, no making plans for the future (he makes enough!), no asking about our relationship etc, I've honestly been perfectly chilled lol. So I can only assume he's telling me, telling himself, if you know what I mean. Cuz he, is a mental. Oh well! He's coming up next weekend, he's got another job thing in London, and we're going to celebrate my birthday. He said, dinner at Mr. Kongs, and a movie or show. See this "or show" thing is really nice lol, because he hates anything like that. So I told him to think about it, because I don't want to go and see something I love with a sourpuss at my side
I agree, British men are mental. And high-maintenance. How's things with your mental ex?
Alas, my plans included working, doing an essay, and cursing my dickhead friends. You?
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arwen11:
Thank you!!!
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i got chucked out of my flat last night and i want tacos.
tried to post a youtube video of jeff dunham and peanut but it wouldn't work. funny shit though.
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light_bringer:
Cheers to you as well, mate. (I'm learning your lingo...LOL).
I'm glad to hear that you're moving out. It's the best thing for you. You have your whole life ahead of you.
I'm glad to hear that you're moving out. It's the best thing for you. You have your whole life ahead of you.
light_bringer:
Your upcoming living situation sounds awesome! I'm very happy for you. Haha, the two cats are certainly an added bonus. Cats rule! I hope you're having a good Sunday.
i feel so rough. i need to go on a proper detox.
light_bringer:
That sounds like a good plan. 
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light_bringer:
I like the way you talk.
mark_plus_beer:
it would be odd if his real name was anus though
i give up and i feel fucking stupid and i'm so tired i can't stop shaking but if i stop moving i think i might fall apart.
does anyone know what happens if you move out before your lease is up? is it just the deposit you loose or will they charge you for the rent still?
cut my fringe last night, i look like...
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does anyone know what happens if you move out before your lease is up? is it just the deposit you loose or will they charge you for the rent still?
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easytiger:
I go with that too.. Depends what type of lease it is.
Check this link or look up shorthold assured tenancy for tips, thats the default tenancy in the uk.
http://www.direct.gov.uk/en/HomeAndCommunity/BuyingAndSellingYourHome/RentingAHome/DG_4001366
But you need to be takin care and not be so hard on yourself. Go easy, have a hot bath, cocoa and treat yourself to something that makes you feel good. take best care
Check this link or look up shorthold assured tenancy for tips, thats the default tenancy in the uk.
http://www.direct.gov.uk/en/HomeAndCommunity/BuyingAndSellingYourHome/RentingAHome/DG_4001366
But you need to be takin care and not be so hard on yourself. Go easy, have a hot bath, cocoa and treat yourself to something that makes you feel good. take best care
shiro:
awww thank you
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i'm hungover, bored and smelly. and i saw chopper last night for about two seconds, he looked fucking hot, kissed me on the cheek and gave me my bracelets back. and then he left without saying anything. what's up with that?
went to a club on friday, got lost whilst trying to find the toilets, bumped in to someone i sort of know, got wasted...
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went to a club on friday, got lost whilst trying to find the toilets, bumped in to someone i sort of know, got wasted...
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light_bringer:
How is your weekend going so far? Mine is rather uneventful, but that's okay.
arwen11:
Gave your bracelets back? I hope you're planning to happy slap him or something, unless the text message was from him?
Work is good! I got the job in Waterstones, and it's been pretty good. The people are mostly really nice, it's pretty well paid, I love working with books lol, I keep seeing things I want or that I want to buy for other people.
Things are alright really, still very up and down with the man. He came for the weekend and it was great, like before, amazing. I love being with him so much, and when we're together he seems to really love being with me. And then comes the down, when he gets his depressed days etc. At the moment I'm taking those days in my stride, you could say, just talking to him etc, and then he's a lot better the next day. Meh. He has a job interview in London on Thurday, so he's coming here Wednesday, then staying as long as he can. He's even been talking about us living together next year, looking for places in Wycombe to buy so he can commute if he gets the job. This all seems so positive, but then he goes off on his little badness cycle. Good grief, how'd I fall for a complete head mental? Tut! No work today so I'm going shopping and then watching the rugby
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Work is good! I got the job in Waterstones, and it's been pretty good. The people are mostly really nice, it's pretty well paid, I love working with books lol, I keep seeing things I want or that I want to buy for other people.
Things are alright really, still very up and down with the man. He came for the weekend and it was great, like before, amazing. I love being with him so much, and when we're together he seems to really love being with me. And then comes the down, when he gets his depressed days etc. At the moment I'm taking those days in my stride, you could say, just talking to him etc, and then he's a lot better the next day. Meh. He has a job interview in London on Thurday, so he's coming here Wednesday, then staying as long as he can. He's even been talking about us living together next year, looking for places in Wycombe to buy so he can commute if he gets the job. This all seems so positive, but then he goes off on his little badness cycle. Good grief, how'd I fall for a complete head mental? Tut! No work today so I'm going shopping and then watching the rugby
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so that thing seems to be pretty over with. what surprises me is how disappointed that makes me.
my stomache is really bloated and i feel trapped and frustrated. i can't wait for the weekend, i just wanna get really wasted and pass out somewhere.
my stomache is really bloated and i feel trapped and frustrated. i can't wait for the weekend, i just wanna get really wasted and pass out somewhere.
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arwen11:
Pah, we definitely need that, "fuck men" pint. You're right, there is plenty more where he came from, though it still sucks. Fuck em, let's get wasted. In fact, that's what I was going to do tonight buuuuut:
I got the job at Waterstones They called me this morning.
The messed up nut job is coming tonight. Wonder what that's gona bring?
I have a surprise package, don't know what it is, just got one of those, "You weren't here!" slips. What they really mean is, "I didn't knock!" cuz I was awake when the mail came. Cock. Still though! Package!
The pink party sounds like fun, you can do your getting wasted there! Here, I send you a virtual bottle of rum until I can share a real one with you
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I got the job at Waterstones
They called me this morning.The messed up nut job is coming tonight. Wonder what that's gona bring?
I have a surprise package, don't know what it is, just got one of those, "You weren't here!" slips. What they really mean is, "I didn't knock!" cuz I was awake when the mail came. Cock. Still though! Package!
The pink party sounds like fun, you can do your getting wasted there! Here, I send you a virtual bottle of rum until I can share a real one with you
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light_bringer:
What are you up to on this fine Thursday, missy? I'm up to a whole lotta nuthin' myself.
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arwen11:
Definitely, 100 percent, clam chowder nut job. Think it's most probably nearly over. He's still coming this weekend, may be the last time. He went properly nuts yesterday, and I just don't think he's capable of being happy. Which means that I can't be happy! Oh well.
The tash is a definite good! I wasn't up to much on the weekend, I got a cold, I'm only just getting over it, still feel like shit though - but I've lost an inch off my waist, and joined the gym. Have the induction tomorrow morning, 8am
Oh, and a job interview in Waterstones in the afternoon. Fingers crossed!
What have you been up to? Any news on the boy?
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The tash is a definite good! I wasn't up to much on the weekend, I got a cold, I'm only just getting over it, still feel like shit though - but I've lost an inch off my waist, and joined the gym. Have the induction tomorrow morning, 8am
Oh, and a job interview in Waterstones in the afternoon. Fingers crossed!What have you been up to? Any news on the boy?
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light_bringer:
How are you, my dear? How's life in the UK?
it's my mates birthday tomorrow and i bought him a cake and two candles in the shape of a 2 and a 7, which i'm sure you all know magically turns into 27 when placed strategically right next to each other.
only problem is it turns out he's turning 28. oh well.
i finally recieved my p45 today, it's only three months late. i'm still...
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only problem is it turns out he's turning 28. oh well.
i finally recieved my p45 today, it's only three months late. i'm still...
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its_matt:
what your WMP will curse god?
its_matt:
You should spend too much time upside down, it causes all the blood to rush to your head which can lead to cravings for dairy products.
Which are as you may know, quite fattening.
Which are as you may know, quite fattening.
i flirted with a shamefully young looking boy last night and today i feel like an old pervert, but i'm still quite pleased with my newly won freedom. my mate has already cleaned out her room for me but it won't be another three months before i can get out of this one. i feel a disaster coming. let's just hope it'll be a minor...
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its_matt:
just watch the film with the laptop pointing at a mirror and you watch looking at the mirror. picture problem solved. or update WMP. that might work too.
helly:
Pardon the generic message, please vote for the new owner of SGAU! Thanks