Hey you guys! I'm still feelin pretty crappy hopefully tomorrow ill be feeling better and able to actually get up off my ass!
I've been feeling a little down today, I'm feeling a little worthless and confused. My sister is moving on with her life and making something of herself and I can't help but feel a little jealous, don't get me wrong, I am happy for her cause she is happy and seems to be doing well. However, the jealousy comes from the fact that my dad bought her a car, a brand new car, when she already had a decent car, and he pays for her to have her own place, but gives me nothing. I can't figure out why cause she puts him through hell and doesn't exactly appreciate the things she is given, not to mention she has a place in LA that she lives in part time that her manager pays for (she's in the "industry")
Anyways I just feel frustrated! Need to find a job but I'm stuck!
Sorry I needed to vent!
Hope you guys are having a better day than me, oh and happy hump day! Xo
Xo
I've been feeling a little down today, I'm feeling a little worthless and confused. My sister is moving on with her life and making something of herself and I can't help but feel a little jealous, don't get me wrong, I am happy for her cause she is happy and seems to be doing well. However, the jealousy comes from the fact that my dad bought her a car, a brand new car, when she already had a decent car, and he pays for her to have her own place, but gives me nothing. I can't figure out why cause she puts him through hell and doesn't exactly appreciate the things she is given, not to mention she has a place in LA that she lives in part time that her manager pays for (she's in the "industry")
Anyways I just feel frustrated! Need to find a job but I'm stuck!
Sorry I needed to vent!
Hope you guys are having a better day than me, oh and happy hump day! Xo
Xo
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4mejohn1:
With Love and Support.
blackout_:
Damn. I thought I was in the running.