What a crazy last little while...
1. Being sick as hell, this crazy flu is floating around here... had it hard for a week... and now it's died off to a dry stupid cough - while at work hacking up phlegm balls and sneakily spitting them under my desk into my garbage can
2. I lost a friend last week, to me he was a mortal guardian angel of sorts... so mourning over his death, and the mystery and bafflement surrounding it was pretty rough as there was someone else in his house with him also dead and identified as murder - then to find out that he was the one that murdered the other and committed suicide. Knowing someone for about 15 years, thinking that you know someone anyway, then finding that out was even tougher. I'm still uneasy about the whole thing, and still have trouble believing him capable of such acts, but forensics says so.
3. Getting caught and chastised at work for emailing comics to fellow co workers to give them all a laugh
4. The definate loss of a friendship - a broken friendship that has been in that state of disrepair for 4 months now - in which time I had been reflecting and regretting. I sucked up ALL pride I had and emailed them, then again when I received no response, then called. Things had hope, I emailed again - then it died. I was told to leave her be, she's not ready though considers us in 'limbo' - which means see ya. So a best friend of 3+ years, and a friend for much longer is now lost to me.
5. BUT on a brigher note - a new photo shoot! Not for SG mind you, but a shoot nonetheless. The highlight in all of the darkness!!
6. AND I have an appointment tomorrow to join the gym. I'm pretty excited about it. I've added some extra baggage that HAS to go. Especially for nudes - it's just plain embarassing. I'm a curvy girl anyway, but there is a limit! Especially when you have those beautiful CELLULITE dimples! grrrrrrrr arrrrgggghhhh
7. OH .. and will be doing a double shoot with one of my lovely lovely girls... currently in limbo right now.. look for Mena ...we'll have a hot shoot I say! HOT!
1. Being sick as hell, this crazy flu is floating around here... had it hard for a week... and now it's died off to a dry stupid cough - while at work hacking up phlegm balls and sneakily spitting them under my desk into my garbage can
2. I lost a friend last week, to me he was a mortal guardian angel of sorts... so mourning over his death, and the mystery and bafflement surrounding it was pretty rough as there was someone else in his house with him also dead and identified as murder - then to find out that he was the one that murdered the other and committed suicide. Knowing someone for about 15 years, thinking that you know someone anyway, then finding that out was even tougher. I'm still uneasy about the whole thing, and still have trouble believing him capable of such acts, but forensics says so.
3. Getting caught and chastised at work for emailing comics to fellow co workers to give them all a laugh
4. The definate loss of a friendship - a broken friendship that has been in that state of disrepair for 4 months now - in which time I had been reflecting and regretting. I sucked up ALL pride I had and emailed them, then again when I received no response, then called. Things had hope, I emailed again - then it died. I was told to leave her be, she's not ready though considers us in 'limbo' - which means see ya. So a best friend of 3+ years, and a friend for much longer is now lost to me.
5. BUT on a brigher note - a new photo shoot! Not for SG mind you, but a shoot nonetheless. The highlight in all of the darkness!!
6. AND I have an appointment tomorrow to join the gym. I'm pretty excited about it. I've added some extra baggage that HAS to go. Especially for nudes - it's just plain embarassing. I'm a curvy girl anyway, but there is a limit! Especially when you have those beautiful CELLULITE dimples! grrrrrrrr arrrrgggghhhh
7. OH .. and will be doing a double shoot with one of my lovely lovely girls... currently in limbo right now.. look for Mena ...we'll have a hot shoot I say! HOT!
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I'm sorry for the loss of your friend....
More so the one who was murdered than the best friend.
There's more tragidy to the death of a person like that. Either way - both situations are horrible.
That first pic of you is amazing
I look forward to any future sets of yours
hot ya feel better