suspiciousmind

I've been back for a while. Not really too much to say. Not too much going on in my world outside of working. Working and working way too much if I do say so myself. But it keeps me busy. Was the only thing that kept my mind away from him, and kept me going... for a long while after the split.

Its gotten easier, I guess when your in the middle of it, you can't see the forest through the trees. I didn't think that my heart would recover. I'm not completely sure that it has. I don't wear my heart on my sleeve anymore. Not even close to my sleeve. It hides away in a secluded spot now. Its probably going to take someone really perfect to make it come out again.

Outside of work, life has been filled with lots of alone time, warm blankets and pillows, lots of movies, good food and junk food, books, lots and lots of amazing music - new and old, and the feeling that I am finally starting to relax a little bit.

I hope things start to get great from here...