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Thanks for the input. My daughter lives in Mooresville, pretty much in the suburbs. It's an area I wouldn't be happy loving in. Urban Charlotte would be suitable. Unfortunately, $1000 a month is too high for me. I could probably get something for that amount here. I appreciate your suggestions, though. I'd love to hear from you about any other thoughts you might have about this subject.

On another subject, I'm promising myself that I'll do my best to finally meet you the very next time i'm visiting my daughter. That may not be until around December. Another friend of mine recently moved to Asheville, which I understand is pretty far away from Charlotte. None of thet matters to me. I'm going to make it my business to see her too. It's been so long since i've been able to do the rhings I really want to do. That's going to stop in the near future.

That's good to know. I was under the impression that they were further apart than that.

Everything is so up in the air for me. I'm struggling to have the best quality of life that I can. Over the past year, most of my problems can be traced to money, or should I say, the lack of it. I know I have lots of life left in me. The trick is to figure out how best to live it.

They're beautiful. I'd like to see you wearing them. Moms are the best.

I never felt as close to as much pain as I did the last few days. My double hernia surgery last year was a walk in the park compared to this. Nothing could have soothed my mouth pain. Not even attention from my Goddess. This was the absolute worst.

It's commendable that you tried to make a go of it. I hope you were able to get enough rest.

I'm so glad that all went well. How did you feel after the drugs wore off? That was my concern after I had my double hernia surgery last year. As it turned out, I had good reason to be concerned. OUCH!

I was discussing with someone my experience at the annual "Smack" fetish ball my Goddess and I attended last year., as well as the intense BDSM sessions that we routinely enjoyed together.

It dawned on me that doing something like that again, or even getting together with someone for a little light BDSM would be difficut to do at this time. I'm so out of condition, both physically and mentally that I'd embarass both myself and whoever i was serving.

What a difference a year makes.

Thank you so much for the birthday wishes. Best of luck once asgain with your surgery. Let me know what happened when you feel up to it.

I love the pic. Tan lines are sexy.

I may get a gift equal to it, but I doubt i'll get one better than the pic you left me along with your good wishes. You are one of the most sensuous women i've ever met. The "special" feelings we have in common make you even more incredible as far as i'm concerned. I think that because people like us are still misunderstood and demonized by ignorant people, there's an even closer bond between us.

I remember seeing that picture when I first tagged you for friendship on the site on joining up. Words can't go towards describing how amazing that picture is.

Good luck with the wisdom teeth surgery. I remember when i got mine out, i got Tylox (Tylonol with Codeine) and spent three days staring in rapt interest at my wall...and drinking strawberry milkshakes.

I decided to write something regarding my dedication to BDSM in my current blog. I figure that anyone who has a problem with me because of my desires isn't really a friend anyway.

Have you had your surgery yet? If you have, I hope it went well. If you haven't, I wish you the best.

I DO wish you luck on Friday.

I'm sorry about the way your family has treated you. It's horrible that there's still relatively little acceptance and understanding about something that's so natural to us. When I was discovering my BDSM feelings, there was no one I would dare reveal those feelings to. I'm talking about the early 1960s. I probably thought that I was the only one in the world who felt like I did.

I admire that you were true to yourself when you revealed your feelings to your family. I'd like to think that even if I didn't understand or wasn't comfortable if my daughters had come to me with something like this, that i'd still be there for them.

Being judged based on one thing about yourself is very unfair. I hope your family can look past this and realize what a wonderful person you are.

Fantastic news. You've made my day.

Keep me posted.

Hey there virtual friend. I got the bump finally to General Manager at 5 Guys here in DC, took over the store last monday...and have subsequently worked 14 hour days since...
First day off since then is tomorrow/today. Super excited to do absolutely as little as humanly possible.

Good luck with the interview. I'll be pulling for you.

Save some cupcakes from your foist batch. I'd love to share a couple with you when we meet up. And we will do so if I have anything to say about it. The only question is, when.

My compliments to you were easy to give, because they reflect my genuine feelings.

Yes, Nicoletta is very beautiful, and she does resemble you somewhat. I also was referring to your similar dedication to the BDSM lifestyle.

When I first joined SG, Lyrical told me to join the BDSM group. That's where I met my earliest group of friends, which included you, Nicoletta and several others. The wonderful thing about that, is that I still consider almost all of you to be close friends. Not because of having BDSM in common, but because you're all such great people.

I don't know when I'll be able to get down there, (lack of funds), but when I do go, i'll make it my business to get together with you come hell or high water.

I'm also trying to save up to attend the wedding of my great friend and my former Goddess, Lyrical. She lives in Birmingham, England now. She just got engaged and hasn't set a date yet. I'm invited, but am not optimistic about being able to attend.

Please read Nicoletta's blog. I was thinking of you when I read it. I'm concerned that what happened to her could happen to you.

Have fun and recharge those batteries. I want to hear all about it when you get back.

How's everything? I was just reading and responding to a longtime friend who happens to be into BDSM in a big way. I thought of you because, just as in her case, our mutual interest in BDSM was a gateway to forming a friendship that goes beyond those narrow parameters.

I feel that I needed you to know how much I like and respect you as a person. You deserve to hear those things because of who you are.

I'm very sorry you had to deal with this betrayal by someone you extended your friendship and hospitality to. I know you're pissed , but maybe finding out the true character of this person sooner rather than later is best in the long run. It hurts to be let down by someone you obviously had feelings for.

Real friends are precious and are hard to find. I'm sorry that this person turned out not to be a true friend. It's definitely her loss.

Also, it's good that you were able to vent. I've found that letting things out on some of my blogs have been quite beneficial.

I'd love to know how your grandma is doing. Thanks for thinking of me.

Remember when I contemplated meeting up with you last year on one of my trips to Mooresville? Well, I don't plan any trips down there in the near future because of finances. If you're willing, I'm promising myself to make meeting you happen. My daughter says that there are buses that go into Charlotte. I'd love nothing better than to get together.

I'm glad you feel the same way I do about the possibility of meeting someday. I think you're a terrific person. I know we originally were drawn to each other by our similar erotic interests. It turned out that it was a vehicle toward my getting to know a good and decent human being.

Funny how things work out sometimes.