susannahjoy

8 1/2 hour waitressing shifts really suck. ugh. i'm in the middle of mine now. thank god the breaker FINALLY got there. i was dying. apparently she was supposed to be there at 4, but they called and told her not to come in until 5 because we weren't that busy, which makes no sense, cuz busy or not, people have to get breaks. whatever....
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HA! katie and colin broke up! losers. i am getting so much petty glee from this. seriously. it's awesome! i fucking told him that he should choose me over her! see, he should've listened! he just im'd me asking to be friends, but i dont think so. he's annoying. stupid boy. ha! he's single! they lasted a whole like, 2 months. he fucked me over...
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oh my god i am so mad!! grrs!!

ok so i go to the vet a few weeks ago to get my cat sasha spayed. they tell me that it'll be $60. fine. while there though i totally fall in love with one of the kittens that a local escue group had there to be adopted, so i adopt her. she's free, sorta. $35 deposit...
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mm.... cranberry juice!! no uti's for me! nope nope!

so i have a plane ticket to go see joesuburb on the 15th. craziness! i'm all excited and girly. yup.

i miss the ocean and swimming.

i miss the snow and snowboarding too though.

stupid bakersfield.

i feel sick from too much junk food.

damn junk food! why oh why must you taste so good and...
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so no disturbing dreams or cat pee soaked pants this morning. yay! tomorrow is my day off. YAY!!!! i need to ask the managers if i can get the weekend after valentines day off. if not, um, then i'll ask about the next weekend! er, wait, no, i couldnt do that cuz i'm going to an opera with my grandmother on march 1st. hm. this...
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yeah so i'm supposed to be at work in 4 mins. not gonna happen. i get out of the shower, put on my pants and realize that they are wet. stupid fucking cat. ugh. they should be about done in the washer now, but then i have to dry them. the manager didnt sound too mad when i called (30 mins ago), but it 's...
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yeah so i got a new turtle a few days ago, and today changed the tank from mostly soil to mostly water (i decided they were done hibernating, even though it's still january). yeah. apparently the new turtle is female. and the other one is male. much turtle sex. so now i'm thinking i kinda want to see if i can get some baby turtles...
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blah blah blah.

life is complicated.

last night i dreamt about a very beautiful blue eyed boy that i really want to make out with. if anyone who looks like him happens to come in to work today i'm totally gonna have to jump him.

ryan's too smart and successful for me.

yup.

oh, and datsun is seriously the sweetest person ever. EVER!

oh and...
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i dont even have the words to describe how i'm feeling. there must be a word. i just lack the vocabulary. all i know is that i want this horrible burning to go away.

i hate that i let myself care about these things.

actually you could erase all but three of those words and that pretty much sums it all up.

yeah so today really sucked.

there's some new pictures of me in my pics section. go check them out if you want to see boobs.

yup.