susannahjoy

ok so today has been a mission to better myself. first i managed to sit through class this morning (trust me, that was HARD, this class is going to kill me), then i went to the gym which was very hard. i was at my target heart rate just walking in the door cuz i was so nervous, lol. then i actually called to get a referral to go back into therapy. ugh. it's taken me 2 weeks to work up that kind of courage. of course, right now i'm watching pirates of the caribean just so i can look at how teeny tiny keira knightly is and making fries which i fully intend to throw up. yippie. but hey, i'm making the appointment, that's progress, right? or something? i dunno.