susannahjoy

yeah, picture time!
ok, so this is my nephew, aiden james. he is 2 days old.

sleeping and crying are his two favorite things to do.

and this is my kitten, sasha, and my boot.

last, but not least, is me! grainy mirror picture, yay! this mirror makes me look thin, so that's all i care about.

and that is all for now. i'm gonna go take a nap i think. naps are good.


well that's nice. i just called my "friend" andrew, cuz i hadn't talked to him in forever. when i mentioned that i hadnt talked to him in forever he said "yeah, well, right now i'm super busy, and before then i was avoiding you, so yeah. i might be able to hang later this week though!" i didnt know how to respond to that. i didnt know he was avoiding me on purpose. i just dont get it. there are much meaner, more vindictive, crueler people than me out there, but they have friends, why dont i? why is it that everyone that i ever meet decides that they cant handle being around me? andrew didnt even really tell me what it was, and i was already too upset to ask. at least sean did eventually tell me. i just dont know what to do anymore.

and i really do miss you, sean.