i think i'm just paranoid. i'm always second guessing myself and my relationships. does nick really want to be friends with me? i mean, ok, he has a good excuse for not talking to me much over the past week or so, but what about before then? and he could've at least said happy easter or something. that and the last time i saw him he said something about how boring i am. well, kinda. he actually meant to compliment me (i think), but i didnt really take it that way. what he actually said was something more like "i like hanging out with you cuz we dont ever have to do anything. you're the person i call when i want to just sit around" gee. thanks. I DONT WANT TO BE THE PERSON YOU CALL TO SIT AROUND DAMMIT I WANT TO BE THE ONE YOU CALL TO DO SOMETHING FUN AND EXCITING!!! grrs. i was really upset when he told me that. i'm mostly sure that he really does want to be my friend, but because i live all far away and i'm apparently not very much fun it's just hard to get together. *sigh* i'd call him but i'm afraid of pushing too hard or something. it's a fine line. i just really really really really hope that i can meet some people in school. i need more than one psuedo friend.
klonopin_chugger:
i'm guessing he meant he feels comfortable around you. no need for false plasantries ya know?
leylei:
calm down honey breath, your going to burn yourself panicing like that