so apparently my best friend from high school was actually back living here for a couple months. she just im'd me. and told me about that. i have to admit, my feelings are a bit hurt that the entire time she was here she never called me or anything. i guess it's too much to ask that someone actually stays my friend. i mean, i'm ok with us not being super closer anymore, but come on, she was living here for a couple of months. in the same place as me. and not a single word from her.
i miss having long hair.
i miss being skinny.
i miss having friends.
i miss russell.
i miss john.
i miss having people to call.
i miss being able to look in the mirror.
i miss not feeling ashamed all the time and not even knowing what i'm ashamed of.
i miss god.
i miss hope.
i miss my sister.
i miss being on a sports team (even though i was never any good at any sport, i liked being part of something)
i miss holding my dad's hand while we walked to school.
i miss having long hair.
i miss being skinny.
i miss having friends.
i miss russell.
i miss john.
i miss having people to call.
i miss being able to look in the mirror.
i miss not feeling ashamed all the time and not even knowing what i'm ashamed of.
i miss god.
i miss hope.
i miss my sister.
i miss being on a sports team (even though i was never any good at any sport, i liked being part of something)
i miss holding my dad's hand while we walked to school.
I'm around if you ever wanna talk. Take care of yourself.