today i was planning on giving my two weeks notice at work, but then i chickened out. ugh. i dont know what to dooooo!!!!!! *whining* anyway. jobs just fucking suck. no matter how cool they can be, they still suck, and you know why? cuz it's a fucking job. even though i like it, i dont like that i have to be there, and that means it sux. and that's just all there is to it!
well, no, not really. there's also the fact that everyone there hates me cuz i'm such an uber bitch in person (even though i totally mean to be). and the fact that i dont skate and rarely snowboard. that makes it kinda hard to sell stuff. or so i thought. apparantly i have way more comission than everyone else. although today since i thought i was quitting i was nice and gave eveyrone else my comission, even though i didnt tell them. and then i bought some gum and gave it to everyone. it's good gum too. tropical punch and orange flavored quench gum. yummy.
and i bought a hat.
a beanie actually.
it's reversible.
yay.
i'm rambling. i dont know why. believe it or not, i dont even drink. this is me completely sober. in fact, i only even took one ephedra, and that was like, at 9 am. so yeah. i ate today too. subway sandwhich and then my mommy made tuna cassarole (sp?) which i absoulty fucking adore, so i had two helpings, which is very very very unusual for me.
and then i had some ice cream that wasn't very good.
but!
underneath the ice cream i discovered a wonderous treasure. well, not really a treasure persay, but a big bag of frozen blueberries. oh the possibilities! i cant cook real meals, but i am the best at desserts. and berries.... mmmmmm.... i love me some berries. the best ones were the ones in minnesota. those were really yummy. way better than these frozen ones will be. but, it is november and california, so good blueberries are impossible to get.
unless maybe i was a millionaire.
which i will never become if i quit my job.
which i was supposed to do today, but i'm too much of a chicken.
that and i feel guilty cuz it's the busiest time of the year and they are already going to have to hire someone new cuz matt's about to quit (and i dont think brady knows that) and they just really cant train someone else on top of that.
maybe they should just be ncier to me then. i'm not a bitch to my friends. at least, i dont think i am. i wouldnt really know. i dont have any.
apparantly last night there was a copelands party. they forgot to tell me about it.
fuckers.
and mike stole my cd.
it was kinda on accident, and kinda my fault, but the fact remains that he has my cd. i'd just let him keep it, except that he has his own copy, so it's not like he needs it.
besides, i already gave him a practically new snowboard jacket.
and some gum.
some really yummy guench gum that i mentioned earlier in this ridiculously long entry.
i dont fucking care if this is too long though. it's my fucking journal and i can write whatever the fuck i want for however the fuck i want. so fuck you!
*ahem*
i told you i'm an uber bitch. yelling at you just cuz you're for some odd reasona ctually reading this nonsense.
or maybe it's one of those things that seems so random but is actually quite meaningful, in which case i want the nobel. not quite sure what for, but i'm sure we could come up with something. i like physics.. i was talking to my mom about some of the interesting things that i learned in physics class. like, you cant kill yourself with a toaster in the bathtub if you have pure water. for maximum conductivity you'd need soapy water, or salty water. soap would be better though cuz it smells good, and it's very important to smell good, even when you're cooking yourself.
that's realyl gross.
i dont eat meat.
not even people meat.
i think i'm gonna go read now.
well, no, not really. there's also the fact that everyone there hates me cuz i'm such an uber bitch in person (even though i totally mean to be). and the fact that i dont skate and rarely snowboard. that makes it kinda hard to sell stuff. or so i thought. apparantly i have way more comission than everyone else. although today since i thought i was quitting i was nice and gave eveyrone else my comission, even though i didnt tell them. and then i bought some gum and gave it to everyone. it's good gum too. tropical punch and orange flavored quench gum. yummy.
and i bought a hat.
a beanie actually.
it's reversible.
yay.
i'm rambling. i dont know why. believe it or not, i dont even drink. this is me completely sober. in fact, i only even took one ephedra, and that was like, at 9 am. so yeah. i ate today too. subway sandwhich and then my mommy made tuna cassarole (sp?) which i absoulty fucking adore, so i had two helpings, which is very very very unusual for me.
and then i had some ice cream that wasn't very good.
but!
underneath the ice cream i discovered a wonderous treasure. well, not really a treasure persay, but a big bag of frozen blueberries. oh the possibilities! i cant cook real meals, but i am the best at desserts. and berries.... mmmmmm.... i love me some berries. the best ones were the ones in minnesota. those were really yummy. way better than these frozen ones will be. but, it is november and california, so good blueberries are impossible to get.
unless maybe i was a millionaire.
which i will never become if i quit my job.
which i was supposed to do today, but i'm too much of a chicken.
that and i feel guilty cuz it's the busiest time of the year and they are already going to have to hire someone new cuz matt's about to quit (and i dont think brady knows that) and they just really cant train someone else on top of that.
maybe they should just be ncier to me then. i'm not a bitch to my friends. at least, i dont think i am. i wouldnt really know. i dont have any.
apparantly last night there was a copelands party. they forgot to tell me about it.
fuckers.
and mike stole my cd.
it was kinda on accident, and kinda my fault, but the fact remains that he has my cd. i'd just let him keep it, except that he has his own copy, so it's not like he needs it.
besides, i already gave him a practically new snowboard jacket.
and some gum.
some really yummy guench gum that i mentioned earlier in this ridiculously long entry.
i dont fucking care if this is too long though. it's my fucking journal and i can write whatever the fuck i want for however the fuck i want. so fuck you!
*ahem*
i told you i'm an uber bitch. yelling at you just cuz you're for some odd reasona ctually reading this nonsense.
or maybe it's one of those things that seems so random but is actually quite meaningful, in which case i want the nobel. not quite sure what for, but i'm sure we could come up with something. i like physics.. i was talking to my mom about some of the interesting things that i learned in physics class. like, you cant kill yourself with a toaster in the bathtub if you have pure water. for maximum conductivity you'd need soapy water, or salty water. soap would be better though cuz it smells good, and it's very important to smell good, even when you're cooking yourself.
that's realyl gross.
i dont eat meat.
not even people meat.
i think i'm gonna go read now.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
klonopin_chugger:
uh....hmmmm..i have no comment for this entry *backs slowly away*
jbone:
I'd give you the Noble Prize in Literature.