work's been crazy. nick got home from england and we hung out for a bit and that was really fucking awesome. i miss feeling normal. right now i just feel really drained and empty though. for the past few days i'll be somewhere and not be sure how i got there. well, no, i take that back. i'll know how, i just odnt remember it. like i'll be getting into my car after work and suddenly i'm 40 miles down the road and almost home. or at work today i had just gotten back from my break and then suddenly it was time to go. i know i wasnt just totally standing there doing nothing spacing out or something cuz there was work done that i must have done myself. it's just weird. i think i'm going crazy. i'd be scared about it, but honestly, i dont quite care enough to be more than mildy curious. hmm.
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