i need to work on being a nicer person. well, i have been trying, but i need to REALLY work on it cuz i'm not making enough progress. i just say things a lot of times without realizing how other people will take it. i never really mean to be mean, but i come off that way fairly often. i think that's the main reason that idont have any friends, and i'm tired of it. maybe if i get a rubber band and do that whole thing. i dunno. i also need to apologize to mike. a couple days ago when we were working he was whistling and i asked him to stop cuz i had a headache and i guess i didnt ask very nicely or something, cuz he was really bothered by it. i need to explain to him that i really didnt mean to be mean, but just that i had a headache and really did appreciate it when he stopped cuz that helped me feel better. i dunno. i need to do something to change my behaivor, but i'm not really sure how. and i'm not going back to therapy. i think i'll try the rubber band for awhile, see how that works.
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