hmm, you know, i haven't eaten an actual meal for a few days now. i'm still fat though. ugh, ballet is so horrible. i ahve such awful skin and it's really gross and there are rolls in my tummy whenever i sit down and it's icky!!!! my thighs rub against each other when i'm trying to look all graceful and elgeant and fat is neither graceful nor elegant. the other girls have skinny legs and tiny wasits. i'm so out of place there. i'm out of place everywhere.
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