susannahjoy

k, so there's this boy. we'll call him jeffry just for the hell of it. i work with him. he's a very touchy feely kind of guy. like, he's always touching me. he walks past me and puts his hand on my shoulder or back, or occasionally even stomach. he gave me like 5 hugs today. he's sorta like that with other people too, although it's more like he'll sorta punch people on the shoulder, or give one armed hugs when he hasnt seen them in awhile. when i walked in today he said "wow you look great!" then hugged me so hard i couldn't breathe. i think he likes me. everyone else is insistant that it's just how he is. well today we were working and i asked if he needed any help (putting dishes away) and he said that yes, he needed my help, but the kind that he can only get at home, and unfortunatly he's not allowed to do that with me. i kinda like him. he's really cute. and he always makes me smile. and he's just a good guy. he's always willing to help out with anything and actually listens when you're tlaking to him. and he's married. yeah. i need to talk to ryan. he's been the one who's so convinced that jeffry's not at all into me. but from what he said today it seems pretty obvious.... he's made plenty of other references to me getting him in trouble too. oh, and of course, on christmas eve he looked down at me and i was like "dude, what are you looking at?" and he responded with "oh, i was just admiring your boobs, i mean tie! nice tie!"

hmm, reading this it's totally making him sound sleazy, he's really not. it's just innocent flirting. and i think he does have a little crush on me. it's just too bad that he's already married.