ok so things are looking a little better with me and neil. so that's good.
we had a HUGE party at work today. 42 people. ick. while we had it we couldnt take any other tables, even though it averaged to about 8 people per server. so even though we added an 18% tip, i still only made $65. whatever. the last table i had was really nice. i sat and talked to them for awhile. they ended up tipping me 25% which was nice.
i'm doubling my dosage of celexa. hopefully that'll help. and hopefully i'll keep enjoying sex, since this is the first time i've ever been able to enjoy it. i used to be too stressed, now i can actually relax a bit and have fun, but the drugs could make that impossible now. it's very frustrating.
we had a HUGE party at work today. 42 people. ick. while we had it we couldnt take any other tables, even though it averaged to about 8 people per server. so even though we added an 18% tip, i still only made $65. whatever. the last table i had was really nice. i sat and talked to them for awhile. they ended up tipping me 25% which was nice.
i'm doubling my dosage of celexa. hopefully that'll help. and hopefully i'll keep enjoying sex, since this is the first time i've ever been able to enjoy it. i used to be too stressed, now i can actually relax a bit and have fun, but the drugs could make that impossible now. it's very frustrating.
velvetknuckles:
hang in there and stay relaxed. easier said than done ... I know....